For now and forever

Too far gone

I left early that morning, well early enough to get out the door without David or any of his hungover friends to realize. I didn't know where I was or how I was going to get home but I managed to find a small cafe down the road called viva locas so I guess I was somewhere in Hollywood still. I pushed open the door as it reveals a cute cafe with those old time floors,you know the black and white checkers,yea that and it also has bright red booths with a jukebox in the left corner of the shop. I placed myself on a bar stool and waited for someone to take my order. It wasn't very long since it seemed to be a not well known place but it was cute. I felt sick probably because I drank on a empty stomach last night and I'm obviously hung the hell over.I ordered pancakes and hash browns with ketchup (don't judge it is soo good). I paid the $10 bill but added a $5 tip. I pushed open the door to leave and it revealed the busy city in day.I took a deep breathe as I hear "mmm yeah the smog smells great" I giggled because I couldn't help not to and I turned to the person who said it."Ah yes Oakley Blake isn't it" the guy said. "Uh yeah who are you" I replied gripping my pepper spray in my pocket.I actually needed to use it like 3 times already anyways."Relax it's me the bodyguard you're sister seduced so well" he smiled. I stared at his fit body for a second before immediately turning around and throwing up into a alley.I couldn't stop until I felt my hair being grabbed and heals back. I jerked up and couldn't believe who I saw. "You okay there" David asked smiling crooked with 3 guys behind him. "Mhm,just full I had a big breakfast and I'm hungover so that didn't help" I giggled as I hugged him. "What's up what are you doing today" he smiled as we started walking down a ways."I am heading back home to my lovely house and I'm going to watch movies and play with my dogs" I giggled as we got into a deep conversation waiting for the guys to stop trying to get girls numbers. If I'm not wrong their names were Dom, Zane and uh...Jonah that's right. "Yea I have 2 sisters and a brother" he smiled playing with his camera. "Oh I have one sister Taytum and my brother doesn't really speak to me anymore but I have one" I smiled looking forward watching all the girls light up with laughter. "Oh yeah I also have one leg and the other is a prosthetic"He was dismayed and I know exactly what was going through his head."how can a pretty girl like her have a prosthetic" and the truth is it can really happen to anyone especially when they don't don't expect it. "Do you mind me asking how it happend" he said shifting from his right side to his left obviously nervous to ask. " no I don't mind my sister and I went to a bar and we're both fucked up I had hit my head so I passed out so she was rushing me to the hospital when a semi carrying metal sheets t-bones us. Honestly it was kinda a cool way to loose my leg" I giggled as I see David with his mouth open. "So you're like a robot but way prettier" he joked as he grabbed my hand. "Am I now " I smile as we continue talking and finding ideas for videos. "Anyways I really need to go I am busy as hell so Dobrik hopefully I'll see you another time" I smiled as I walked back to my building. I arrived at my door and I unlock it and immediately threw up in the trash can next to the door. Yes me and my sister get drunk so much we have a trash can right when we walk in. "Hey you wouldn't believe who I saw " I smiled jumping on Taytums bed. No answer. "Hello earth to Ass-Face" I giggled poking her. Her arm was cold too cold. I flip her over and I see blood on her abdomen. "Oh my god Taytum" I yell so loud my neighbor Jeff ran in. "CALL 911!!!" I say Crying I feel the blood of my sister and my hands. It's something I can never truly forget but I don't member exactly how I solved it something I couldn't believe I did....I put her in my arms and I carried her to the car. I started speeding on the highway I couldn't think of anything to do so once I got to the hospital I carried her inside she was cold and limp and that's the worst feeling in the world is to feel your sister like that. I took her back to a room as they immediately kicked me out. I stayed in the waiting room holding my arms crying drenched in blood from head to toe. "Oakley Blake" I heard a doctor call. " that's me" I say walking up to her."Okay we are taking her back to X Ray it looks like someone shot her due to the bullet hole in the wall" I grasped the wall as I heard my chest. "You can see her is there any way you are pregnant because if you are you can't come back here" she says. "Oh god no" I say immediately. "Have you been sexually active without condoms" she says crossing her Arms."Uh yea I had my first time last night" I said and as soon as I did I blurted out "oh my god I'm pregnant" I said grasping my mouth. "Let's run a pregnancy test" The doctor says with a huge smile. " No I know I'm pregnant I thought I was hungover but I'm late and I've been throwing up" I say. Shit I'm pregnant I know I am. God damn it. I walk back to a room and take a test minutes pass until I hear a knock. "Miss Blake" the doctor asks empty handed which it can either mean I'm pregnant or not. "Uh yes" I state standing. "So would you like to hear the news about you're sister or you first?" She asks. "My sister first please" I respond grabbing my phone and squeezing." She is doing amazing although her baby is in a critical state." She says turning a smile into a frown. "Her..... baby" I say gulping during the time I stopped speaking." Oh did you not...oh I'm so...I'm sorry" she stutterd obviously not knowing what she had done. "Congratulations tho on you're baby you are indeed pregnant" she smiled and I queried my phone so hard it cracked. I wasn't mad I was actually calmed. The doctor brought in a nurse to tell me my options although I knew what I wanted. I wanted to keep it obviously. "Would you like us to wait for the father?" She asks and my heart dropped. "Oh my god the father" I cried out.