Abandoned|| multi fandom

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*play the song if you want so it's not boring*
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"I wasn't doing what I said I was doing,
I'm going to go kill the bitch who did me wrong, she needs to feel my pain, now"
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I drive up to her house and look in the window to the house of hell
She's with a man and a baby "how" I whispered to myself
I've been gone since Evans 3rd bday which was only last month
She has a baby and a boyfriend or husband
How could she after she fucked me up and made me the cold hearted person ever
"Die,now, feel my pain" i say grabbing the gun
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-thoughts-
Fuck I can't there is a baby, even thought she fucked up my life maybe she has a chance, I'm going to just open the door and walk in
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I grab the door handle/locked/ I knock on the door and the man opens it " I'm here to see lacy Martinez" I say looking down the at him
"Hey hun someone's here to see you" he says looking at her
She comes to the door and her  whole face changed she look sad
"Listen Emily, baby listen I'm sorry for everything I put you through, I'm sorry you deserved a better life. Everything got hard after your father and step father died. Once your brother was born I was to much of a drunk to care, you took care of him and all I did was hurt you, now you have him, where do u Guys stay" she says wiping her tears

" I live with the gang and I didn't come her for your apology, you hurt me before anyone else could, fuck you and you will never see evan or me again, don't come looking, he needs this, that boy is my life and if you get him taken away I will come after you, bye" I say walking away from her and going back home
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I get home it's super quiet
"Boys?" I say yelling
It's only 10:00 they all should be up
"Guys are you here" I say kinda getting worried
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I get home and the boys aren't there. I'm worried because I didn't get a call or anything
I grab my phone and start calling them
"Zach where the fuck are you guys" I say kinda mad
"Oh we took evan to get ice cream" he say
"Lord next time tell me ok" I say relived
"Sorryyyy we will see you in a couple of minutes bye sis" he says hanging up
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I'm gonna take the time to get in the shower and think while I'm alone
I get in the shower and the first thing that comes in my mind is my mother
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*flashback*
'Fuck you bitch, I hope you die' my mother say yelling at me
'YOU NEVER FUCKING CARED YOU SLUT YOU LEFT ME AND EVAN ALONE. IM MORE OF A MOTHER THAN YOU COULD EVER BE" I say yelling back

'What did you just say' she says getting angry
'You heard me' I say
' fuck you im taking evan and we're leaving" I say getting stuff to go and grabbing Evans car seat
' I'll call the cops on you' she says threatening me
' do it I will tell them what you  do to us and show them all the scars' I say getting to the door with evan in his car seat
-end-
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Wow. After 16 years of dealing with all of that I can finally be free I think to myself.
I start breaking down. I hurts so much
She made me want to not live
I hurt myself
I ran away to leave
I raised my brother
It over we can be happy
I get out the shower and get dressed in to a 2 piece pj set
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I hear the boys come home "em where home"Joey says
I run down to see all of them and my baby
" is he sleep" I ask brennen "yeh" he says handing him to me
"Brb I'll take him up" i say walking up to put him down
" I love you baby" I say whispering to him then kissing his forehead
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"Hey guys" I say to all the boys
They are all eating like usual
"Hey your foods over there" Joey says pointing to the counter
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Lately joey has been drinking a lot and has been so distance from me. We were so close but now we don't even talk. It hurts a lot.
I don't know if I should say something but like I love him.
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It's 11:00 I already put Evan down.
It's just me and Joey up.
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"Um hey joey" I say quitely
"Hey" He says bluntly
"Fuck, I'm sick of this shit Joey, wth is going in Because your never like this" I say frustrated
"What do u mean" he says looking at me
"Your drinking everyday, your having sex with a different girl everyday, like your never like this" I say mad
"I'm going through shit it's the only way to get my mind off of it" he says lying
"Your lying Joey, I know when your lying" I say looking at him
"I like you, your my Fucking life, ok I do the things is do so I dont this about you...fuck" he says holding in tears
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"Joey...really" I say holding his hand
"Yes. I Know you don't like me back bu-
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I kiss him before he finished the sentence, I do like Joey, he's sweet, he's cute, he has a good personality he's just joey
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Me and Joey are dating now all the boys know and they think it's good because they would rather me date in the gang because they want to protect me, I met the boys when we were 13 and since then we have never left each other's side, my dad left them to protect me if he died, when my mom would come home drunk he would take us to Disney land or the gang house, man I miss my dad so much it's been 3 years since he was murder
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"Hey joey" I say kissing his cheek
"Hi princess" grabbing my waist and kissing me
"Gwoss" evan says running
"Hey you ok babe" Joey says looking in my eyes
"I'm so happy, did you see his smile? He loves it here, he loves you guys. Your like dads to him" I say tearing up a little
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10:00 pm
I wake up, what is this place?
"If you scream I will kill you" an unknown voice says
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A/n
Sorry for the late update 😊
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