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10

One week later

did you do it?

  weed? yeah. Want some?😎

....

lol yes, i talked to him

and?

  he said he's been stressed lately

And it's taking a toll on him

so he wants to take a break from us😊

and you're happy with it?

  yeah, why wouldn't I be?

you do know what 'take a break' means right

  uhh?? yeah??

it means he needs space and

oh fuck

oh fuck

finally

  so he actually broke up with me??????

not exactly

but he's free to date other people

  OH MY GOD I'M SO DUMB WHAT THE FFUDU

Calm down, Jaeun

  I THOUGHT I DIDN'T HAVE BRAINCELLS BUT TURNS OUT I DON'T HAVE A FCKINH BRAIN!

God, Jaeun

Calm.down.

I'M CRYING BECAUSE OF MY SORRY OF A DUMBASS

SO THAT'S WHY KOOK STARED AT ME LIKE HE WOULD HUG ME AND TUCK ME IN A BLANKET AND PROTECT ME FROM THE WORLD

what?

  I told everyone at school😔

you dumbass!

who does that

have you like stopped thinking after 5????

😔😔😔😔

Smh

Idiot

dumbass

  I'm sorry Yoongi

i'm not used to relationships😭

i didn't know what to do

it was like i went to grocery shopping with my mom and got lost there

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING ANYMORE😭

Yoongi???

you there??

....

👀

lil meow meow??

yoongles??👀

🤔

_

You stare at your phone after 60 minutes. Yoongi still didn't text back. Maybe he was busy. You sniff and blow your nose for the millionth time. You hear your doorbell ring, you don't bother to see who it is and open the door. Your eyes widen as you see Yoongi holding a tub of icecream.

You blink, "Yoongi???" you stare at him shocked, "What are you doing here????"

"Take this" he hands you the icecream, "and just stop crying"
You start wailing like the lonely whale, and hug him, Yoongi just pats your back not knowing what to do.

"Xumeonin" you say as you drag him in.

"I assume that's come on in, in your language" he says with his lips tugged.

You both sit on the couch, "How did you find that I lived here?"

"Youngjae" he answers, "but seriously, why didn't no one tell you what 'taking a break' meant?"

You sob and start crying again, Yoongi rolls his eyes and passes you the tissue box, you say a tiny 'thank you'.

"I guess no one wanted to make me look like a dumb idiot that I am"  you sniff.

"You're not dumb. You just don't know how to use your brain"