BREATHE

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As usual Im here in the BTS cafe again, its 6 in the morning so I decided to take a breakfast here. Looking at my university memories flash back to me. I had been studiying here at Ateneo De Davao University for 2 years now and people know me for my cold and expresionless appearance after being here for 2 years people still judge me and even starts to make some gossips like 'I am a gangster' and that 'I kill people' and many more, how funny right??. Well atleast I did'nt let all of that affect me. I still have plans when I finish my studies like, look for a decent job, and then I will run a buiness or a cafe.

After taking a breakfast I went to my university and directly went to my classroom and listen some music while waiting for the teacher to come in.

Ms. Park: Goodmorning class

Students: Good-

Ms. Park: Yup dont greet me lets get to the lesson I dont have enough time this will be a lone lesson so seat and listen.

I sat but before I heard what Ms. Park was teaching I drifted back to my thoughts 'sometimes when I think about it still hurts how they judge me and because of that I sometimes feel suffocated like I cant breathe, yet they still judge me like that. Thinking of all the things that I had been through is terrible, Since I was a kid I've been exposed to problems. It all started when I was at the early age of 3, I've been exposed to problems cuz' when I was a kid I have an illness called "tonsillitis" and I have been hospitalized once every two months and as the time passed by when I was at the age of 8 my tosillitis got worse and affect my heart and got an illness called "Acute Rheumatic Fever". The doctors have been suggesting us to take a surgery but my mom refuse cuz' Im too weak to take a sugery like I can't even walk at that time cause my knees and muscles are swelling because of the medicines that I have been taking, and I also fell asleep every 10mins and get tired easily'.

Ms. Park: "Leah? .......Leah??"

Leah: "Yes Ms. Park?"

Ms. Park: "are you listening to me?'

Leah: "Y-yes Ms. Park."

Goshhh I embarrassed myself in front of my Classmates......Again.

Lumch break

Im here again eating alone. Ohhh my 3bishes?? They're absent.....again. So here I am eating alone like a lost hungry puppy-

Carl: "hey can I eat with you?"

Leah: "wow Carl thats odd. You eating with me? And not to mention that you actually asked me a permission if you can eat with me" I said emphasizing the word 'me'.

Carl: "Yeah. Are'nt you thankful?"

Leah: "Yeah whatever"

Carl sat infront of me and ate our food it was silent but not awkward but its odd that he's actually eating with me. He oftens to avoid me and did'nt even talk to me well except if the topic is about project and things that school is involve with. But Im still thankful tho atleast now Im not eating alone.

Carl: "Why are you so quite?"
Leah: "Huh?"
Carl: "I mean why are'nt you saying anything?"
Leah: "What am I supposed to say then?"
Carl: "Yeah your right"
I just chuckled at hin and said "You're dumb Carl.... but funny". Carl look a bit shock cuz' I dont really laugh or chuckled and I was shock to I mean other that my friend and family I never showed my soft part to anyone.

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