First Love

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Sitting at the bar, drinking yet another cup of coffee when we hear the sound of the bikes pulling up. Running outside, I see the guys get off their bikes. I run right to Happy and into his arms. Crashing his lips with mine, he pulls me as close as he can get me. When we come up for air, he whispers "It's done." Kissing him one more time I say "Thank you." Putting me down, he laces his fingers with mine and walks me over to the guys. Hugging each and every one of them, I finally get to my dad and Koz. I hug them both and say "Thank you guys. I love you all so much." I say as tears start falling down my cheeks. Happy pulls me close and just holds me.

A little later, we are crashing in the dorm and I strip down and put on one of his shirts. Getting into bed, I lay on my side with my back to him and he puts his arms around me and just holds me. "I love you." he says. I turn in his arms and say "I love you Happy." We look into each other's eyes before he kisses me softly and I pull him to hover over me. When we break to breathe, I say "Love me Hap." He looks into my eyes to see if I'm sure before we start to shed clothes before he enters me. Thrusting in and out slow and steady as I lose myself to the pleasure he's giving me. I find release after release before he finds his inside me. Pulling me into his side, he kisses me softly. "I love you so fucking much baby." I look up at him and say "I love you too Happy. I always have." I tell him.

Waking up the next morning, I am on my side with my back to Happy and he's holding me close. I lay there enjoying the feel of his arms around me when I feel him tighten his hold. I turn to face him and snuggle into his chest. Kissing his chest lightly, he kisses the top of my head and says "Get dressed. We're going for a ride." he tells me and I look at him confused. "Bakersfield." he says. I look at him shocked. "Seriously." I ask. He smiles and nods. Twenty minutes later we are headed out to the bike and headed to bakersfield.

After pulling up at his mom's house, we walk in. "Ma? You here?" he asks. "In the kitchen Mijo." she says and we walk into the kitchen. Seeing me with Happy, she pulls me into a hug. "Mija? How are you?" she asks. Before I can answer, she looks at me and says "Let's talk." and pulls me to the living room. "What's happened Mija?" she asks. I tell her about my ex and being raped and getting together with Happy and after talking to her I know I'll be okay. "You know you can come to me anytime you need it." she says. "I know you." I tell her. After spending some time with her, we head back to Charming and hit the diner for dinner. Sitting at a table, we order our dinner and I say "Thank you for taking me to see Mama. I needed that." I tell him. "I know you did. You always loved talking to her." he tells me. "She's always treated me like I as her own kid." I tell him. "She's always loved you. You know she used to tell me all the time that we'd end up together and that you were the reason I would never get into a relationship. I think she was right." he tells me. "That she was." I tell him. After we eat, we head to the clubhouse and to his dorm and spend the rest of the night just talking and kissing and there might have been a little love making.

Waking up the next morning, I am in bed alone. Getting up and walking out to the main room, I hear shouting outside. Walking out, I see a woman wearing barely anything talking to Happy and I walk over. "Everything okay baby?" I ask Happy. "Not your concern." the woman looks at me. I look at Happy and see a baby in a car seat on the ground. "She yours?" I ask the woman. "Yeah." she says, glaring at Happy. "She says the kid is mine." he tells me. "How old is she?" I ask. "Two months old." she tells me. "What are you wanting?" I ask. "She looks at Happy and he says "She doesn't want the kid. Wanting to leave her." he tells me. "Let's take her to St Thomas and get Tara to do the test. Then we can go from there. If she's yours, then your friend can sign over her rights and we'll take care of her." I tell him. "Yeah. Okay." he says. We all head to St Thomas.

Once we get there and explain to Tara what we need, I ask the sweetbutt "What's her name?" She looks at me and says "Clara Jane Lowman." she says and I just look at the baby. A little later, Tara comes back and says "Happy, looks like she's yours." Happy looks at the sweetbutt and says "Follow us to the clubhouse, we'll get our lawyer to get the papers together." She nods and he picks up the carrier and takes it out to her car. She follows us.

Once we are at the clubhouse, Lowen says "Here are the paper's to sign over all parental rights to Clara Jane." The sweetbutt signs them and Happy says "You can go." She says "Thank God." and walks out the door. "I want to adopt her." I say. "To do that, you two need to be married. That's the easiest way." she tells us. "Get the marriage license and meet us at the courthouse about noon tomorrow." I tell her. She nods and walks out the door. "Are you sure?" Happy asks. "Happy, I don't plan on being with anyone but you. She needs a mother. It makes sense. And if I'm her mother then if something happens and you get locked up, I don't have to worry about the state taking her from me." I tell him. "Makes sense." Happy says. Kissing him softly, I say, I'll get Daddy to pick Mama up in the morning and meet us there." I tell him and he pulls out his phone to call his mom while I talk to Daddy while giving Clara Jane a bottle. Once we head to bed, we place Clara Jane in between us until tomorrow when we can go get the things we need for her and find a place. So much to do. I look down at our sleeping daughter and he says "Thank you. I still can't believe you're not even pissed." he says. "I know you were with other women before me and she needs a mother. Happy, I want a family with you. I love you so much." I tell him. Kissing me softly he says "You're fucking perfect."