Lyrics Of Love:Poesis vo.1 Desert Rose

Apologize Tears

(A part from my novel Tenderness)

Days fly and moths flew,

I realise all my scars from my cuts on my arms;

When you abuse me I cut myself

because I feel dirty inside and out

Guess what?I am left from your

scars too.......

Are you wondering how do I escape?

Well let me tell you,

It wasn't that hard;

When I see you all I could feel

was hatred,

Don't make eye contact,

Don't stare at my eyes;

Your eyes overwhelm me. . . .

When you were finding me and couldn't(only once you found me and when you did,you took me by surprise and leave me all beaten from your strong fist)

All day and night sleeping on rainy snowing nights,

walking on heat and burning sun;

barefoot and all bloody from my feet

I was starving to death,

but could God save me. . . . . .tell me?

I was almost halfway death,

but luckily I found a church where

I sleep on dirty stairs all muddy and wet.

But someone open the door,

And here a nun found me;

Her name was Anabelle,

She had blue eyes and brown

light color hair that was so light

as her skin,

She was eighteen years old,

She was sweet and pure;

She lead me in church and there

I found rest and love,there was

another nun her name was Olivia

Dillon;she was old and nice

I told them my tragic story,

This story I won't forgett;

Hey you were the one who destroy

my childhood with your torturing

hell. . . . . . I won't forget how you

beat me and abuse of me,but you

still my brother. . . . unluckily!

I won't never forgive you,even if

you begg on your knees and cry

me a river all day and night;even

If you take me to pretty places or

call me sweet names,cause thanks

to you I don't have childhood

I am still living on this orphanage,

With the caring nuns;

Church is very close is upstairs,

Here are my friends,here are my