Finding Myself

Beg For It

Pixie P.O.V

My mum was acting strange before. Oh well she said she not going on a date and honestly I wouldn't have mind if she was, but she was telling the truth this time when she said she wasn't, so then where did she go. Yes I know it's none of my business. But I can't help it.

Anyways I will worry about that later. Right now I am sitting at this little cafe that Kaycee and I found when we first moved here with Stephanie and Ava.

"Are the boys going to join us?" Stephanie questioned.

"Not that I know of why". I smirked. I knew exactly why, but I just want her to admit it.

"No reason". She smirked right back.

"Anyways who cares. We haven't had a girls day in a while and I was thinking that we should change that and have one. We could go shopping, eat and then have a sleepover and my house and eat more". I suggested.

"I agree". Stephie replied

"Yeah me too, but when is it". Ava mentions. That actually is a good question because I have to find a day that suits all us girls.

"Honestly I don't know. I only came up with the idea now". I commented. It wasnt a lie either. Right now the girls and I are just sitting at the cafe drinking our non fat soy raspberry lattes discussing what we should do since the boys are here to bother us.

I probably look down to my friends because suddenly they asked me something and I missed what they said.

"Sorry girls what did yous say?" I asked the girls.

"Girl we just asked what's up with you lately". Stephie replied.

"Oh uh well nothing. Why do you ask?" I wondered.

"Well because girl you have been down lately and you hardly touched your food and drink and usually you go for seconds". Ava comments taking a sip of her latte and a bite out of her blueberry muffin.

"Oh that. I guess I am still missing my cousin. It feels like a lifetime since I have seen her". I say partly telling the truth. But the main reason for my foul mood is because of how guilty I feel for not telling Kaycer straight away about what happened. Instead when I rung her back. I told her that Kyrell was a being an arsehole when I was only trying to help. That was true, but I just didn't mention anything else.

"Oh my gosh. I can't believe she has the nerve to walk in here". Stephie screeches. I look behind me to see what the big fuss was and when I turned around I was indeed shocked. Wow he doesn't waste time, so much for him liking Kaycee and having a guys night. Fucking arsehole. Just when I was about to get up and knock some sense into him. I got stopped by the girls.

"Don't". Was all Ava said.

"Why not? He deserves it". I state crossing my arms.

"Maybe so, but there might be a reason for it. Like she is holding something over him or blackmailing him". Ava explains.

"You got a point there. But there is nothing holding me back from knocking her out and before you girls look at me like I'm some lunatic. In New Zealand we use that term because its our slang word and no most of us actually use our fists and not like you American girls and pull each others hair and slap. That is a bitchy move". I explained to Stephie and Ava and they nod their heads and say oh.