Forever Mines

Chapter 10- im done

London
I shake my head quickly- a little too quickly. Khalil says through gritted teeth, "who. did. it"

"Nobody-." I say before being cut off. "London I ain't playing with you. What he do?!" Khalil yells making King cry.

I try to rush to my baby's aid but Khalil stops me. "Stop babying him and tell me what happened."

Still sniffling I attempt to speak. "I...my body-." I try to say through sobs. Khalil wouldn't even give me time to explain though before he's trying to rush to the door, pulling a pistol out of his pants.

My eyes widen in shock to what Khalil is thinking happened. I would never let a man rape me. He have to kill me because I will not go down without a fight.

I grab Khalil by the arm and practically yank him back to me. "Baby look at me." I grab his face and kiss him attempting to calm him down. "He didn't touch me." I say. I'm trying my best to not cry because with both of us out of all depressed we will get nowhere.

I feel Khalil loosen up a little bit but not much. "His niece told me that I was fat. And I know it's from the baby and all but it made me feel so type of way. I know I been trying to lose it.." I ramble

Khalil covers his hand over my mouth as if he's the one stressed out. "That's it?" He asked.

I can not believe this. Is it more pathetic that I that I cried in front of this boy which I rarely do or his response? I don't know why I expected anything more.

I nod my head, giving up and go to the room. Maybe The Titanic movie and Ice cream will calm my nerves  down.

Before I can do anything some hands grab my waist and hug me. I hug Khalil back and let go shortly after.

"You don't fuck me like you fat." He whispers. Welp. There you have it.

Taken aback but not at all surprised by his answer, I hit him and laugh lightly. "Boy shutup. That's not the point." I say half laughing half serious

"You laughing but I'm dead serious." Khalil says with a straight face. "Yea you gained some weight but trust me," he pauses to take a look at my booty, "I ain't complaining.

I roll my eyes at his obnoxious behavior. King starts whining so I go and sit down on the mat with him.

I purposely sit a certain way to get Khalil's attention and sure enough it work. I smirk at my well thought of trick.

"Bruh you play so much I swear." He groans rubbing his hands on his pants while licking his lips. I give him a lost look. "What you mean?"

He walks over and slaps my thighs. Hard. "Owwwww see Nah you the one that play too much. You gotta chill because I talk to someone."

"Man forget him. Why you keep playing with me dang." He starts getting mad for no reason what so ever so I just look at him like he's stupid.

King starts to whine as we get louder so Khalil picks him up, making King instantly start crying. That's really the only thing I can give to Khalil. That baby know he loves his dad

"I ain't playing with you. Why you tripping." I ask honestly. Instead of answering me he just lays his head down and gets quiet.

It got real awkward just playing with King so I ask the question again. "Hellllllloooooo you just didn't hear me?" I ask waving my hands in his face.

"Get our my face. I heard you." He lifts up his head and his eyes are red from what looks like crying. "Why you crying?" I ask

"Because bruh you know I want you. I been wanting you for the longest and this on and off mess don't do nothing but tear me up. I mean dang I know I messed up but I apologized and you just don't let anybody forget it." He vents.

"I want you and only. But you don't get it so just forget it. I'll be stupid if I cry over a bitch again." He says smoothly before playing with the baby.

"So I'm a b to you? Oh ok." I get up and get my purse, along with my now crying baby. Khalil wasn't having that though.

"You not taking my child no where." He says gripping King tighter.

"Tuh." I defend. "Last time I checked, I was his mom. I birthed him so get back!" I semi yell. Khalil May he gone but my son was not about to be next.

Khalil's immature self sat right on King's baby bag filled with is clothes.

"Get up boy I'm not playing with you." I whine, on the verge of fighting him. I'm surprised Jahari and Alex haven't rushed down here to intervene. They knew how we could get when we fight but I guess they got used to it and decided to mind their business.

Khalil shakes his head no and my body relaxes. For the first time, I give up. I give up trying to make what we had work. Me taking my baby home with me. Honestly everything.

I let go of King and let Khalil get him, grab my purse and walk away. I guess Khalil was surprised at my reaction because he just stood there.

"London commere." He shouts but I don't even bother to turn around. I walk out and leave