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indomitable
part 3 of arduous and hiraeth
different but a strong alcohol was placed in front of him, the burning sensation went all the way down to his throat just like how his heart burns every time he thinks about her.
he remembered everything she did for him.
madness controlled him that became the reason why he flirted with another girl. he was so mad that she got a hickey by someone else that he thought that paying back would be the answer but it made everything worse.
with the person he's with that time, he knew he'll never be able to love her the same way she loved his fiancee.
he was starting to fall in love with her when she got that hickey. he shouldn't have let his anger took over him.
instead of starting over again, this might come to an end.
he only realized what he has when it turned into what he had.
he just had the woman that every man would want and he just imagined that it was her that he caught being touched by someone else, it's driving him insanely jealous.
from there, he knew that he loves her already.
the bottle spinning with his fingers around it, he decided to get her phone that she never got it back.
the day he was supposed to give it to her was the day she left.
scrolling through her photos, he couldn't help but to let out the tears that he's been holding back after seeing their photos together.
even stolen pictures of him proved how much she loves him more than anything.
he also checked her social medias, guys that likes her were sometimes left on read or unseen.
he even tried to check her messages to read their conversation and realized how cold he always reply to her when she didn't even cared or bother to reply to those guys who were patiently waiting for her reply.
he was lucky enough for having someone he couldn't ask for more.
she was the best that he ever had.
time was running out and he thought that it was too late for everything.
the night came and he received a phone call from her parent, he felt nervous but had the courage to answer it.
"y/n's at the hospital near you, go check on her while we're on our way there."
his heart stopped beating the same time her father ended the call, it sounded and felt like he was the one who's about to lose his life.
the pace of the car didn't worry him, all he thought about was you. he would repeat your name in his mind as he was hoping to see you alive.
"y/n y/l/n, where is she?" he was out of breath when he asked the nurse at the counter.
"she's at the emergency room sir." tears were already running down his cheeks and he felt like everything went slow.
"excuse me sir, are you close with her?"
"i'm her fiance. why?" he handed me the object that's a promise to everyone and to the person above that he'll love her what ever happens.
the engagement ring that he really meant giving her, wanting to own and love her forever.
"we found that next to her when she passed out." staring at it for a while, his heart feeling another pain.
"what happened to her?" he barely spoke, he's trying not to cry it all out.
