random oneshots

off my mind (lisa & shawn)

this is like rly fake so uhhh don't think it's accurate

lisas POV !
( warning. NSFW)

lisa joseph. shawn fernandez. 8:36 AM. 11th grade.

i feel so weary and nervous around him.. yet he doesn't notice a thing. delusional bitch.

i hate this, and i hate the fact that feelings exist. he can't even fucking notice that every little thing i do is to get his attention? i'm being a hypocrite, though. if he did actually catch what i'm doing, id find a hole and live in it for the rest of eternity.

at one time, i'll want to murder him or erase him from my memory. to finally stop hurting. but another, i would be yearning to be in his arms forever.

i need to... start moving. i'm pretty sure standing in the bus ramp mindlessly thinking about something makes me look psycho.

i start walking towards the school (finally,) and i meet mya in the courtyard.

"thinking about him again?" she said before i could even begin to think.

"read my mind," i laughed. fake. it's all fake.

"how are you feeling?"

"nhhh. i've been better,"

mya stopped and thought for a second before speaking again. "you need to stop mourning over him, stop giving a fuck. if you two go out and he does something... you know what happens."

"yeah yeah— i know. i just wish i never met him." i really need to get over him.

"here's an idea.. ivonne's parents are out this weekend, and she's throwing a party like always. since she has a big house— there's going to be multiple people there. maybe you could find someone else or a hookup?" she questioned. "i know it's really not your thing, but-"

"are you actually serious mya? no one would want to hook up with me!" i yelled at her and she gave me an annoyed face.

"yes, they will. stop bringing yourself down like that, bitch," she half-heartedly laughed.

"mhm." i answered. "if i go, you need to stay with me. like- at all times,"

"of course, dumbass. it's thursday right?" she asked, and i nodded. "the party is on saturday, so tomorrow we're going shopping after school. with ivonne."

"i'm broke."

"i got you," she smirked. "now lets go to class."

- (change in point of view)

shawn's POV !

"AJ, just give me a second okay? i want to talk to her," i replied to my friend, while walking toward lisa and mya.

"we have to go to class! you know how ms. brooke gets when we're late. we'll get detention!" he yelled at me. i looked at lisa one more time then finally turned around. "jesus. fine."

~ (time skip)

we walked inside homeroom a minute early. i'm glad AJ convinced me, or else i would've been in deep shit..