Dad's Right Handed Man/Joey Birlem

Part 16

"your so stupid just take a nap and you'll be good gisell" .you said to yourself .you rested your eyes .

dream;

"gisell ,I don't love you ,ive been faking it ,I just wanted u for your body .".joey said with a hickey on his neck ."but what about all those memories ?" .you said feeling a lump on your throat and your eyes glassy ."I just wanted to fuck u ,not be your boyfriend ." he said laughing .I ran to my room and lock the door and go to your bathroom .you look for a razor when you find it .you cut .3 for mom. 4 for dad. 5 for Kenzie . and .your eyes getting heavy .7 ...for j..o...eyy. you didn't faint .you could feel the pain .you see joey in bed with Kenzie .making out .in your room .you just wanted to end .that's all you wanted at that moment or for u to die .

you keep on seeing .you just close your eyes and see the 5 guys who raped you. you keep on wanting to wake up but don't .you just feel them coming to you ,like at the safe house .they touch u and they disappeared .you see your arms without the cuts .you see someone coming up . a girl .you couldn't believe it .you thought you knew her .she looked like you. it was her .Alexis .

you ,could still feel the pain, but didn't had a cut . you then see joey behind you .he looked tired . his mouth bloody .his lip busted ."sister ,its me ,Alexis , look at me in the eyes ." you look at her in the eyes and see her beautiful green eyes like yours ." you joey ,this will happened if you don't fight for him ." she snapped and see him collapsing onto the floor .you freak and get up from the bed and run to him and start crying ." NO JOEY!!!!" .you start crying rivers .you just see him with cuts on his wrists .

end of dream :

"NO JOEY !!!!!!!!!" you get up crying and then joey comes up running ."GISELL ?, ARE u ok !!!" he said coming . you see your wrists and get up and just hug him tightly and just cry in his chest . your dad comes running to your room ."what's wrong ?!" ." dad I saw her ,them, she . him . he committed suicide . I cant lose him . " you were crying rivers .

everyone was confused .you just kept on crying .he just tried to calm you down .you just hug joey and just hug him and cry ." joey try to calm her down .please .she looks like she needs you. ask her .stay here as long as she needs you to .ok ?" Rey said " ill stay here ,Rey go and calm down .ill stay with her here ." .Rey left and you just kept on hugging joey .

"here calm down . what happened ?" .he said . " I saw Alexis ,ok I first saw u with Kenzie then u told me u didn't love .I then saw Alexis she snapped her fingers and you had cuts all over your wrists ."you told him everything that had happened and he was suprized and scared .

after you telling him he then just hugged you and just said nothing .after him hugging you ,u took a deep breath and just calmed down ."hey I'll never do that to you or it will become true ,I promise you ".he said while grabbing your hand ."it's just it seemed so real that I thought it was real life " 🥺. You just put your head in his chest and just hug him .

"Hey baby ,everything will be alright while I'm protecting you .im your dads right hand man .ill be here for u more .youll be my 1st priority ". He said hugging u a bit better ."Joey ?thxs for kidnapping me that day .🥺" ."uh I was kinda scared but sure no probs 😂🥺" .

A/n, xoxo🥰😈