(Paperjam x Fresh) The Secret Love! ON HOLD

Lets talk...

Hey.
I know I've disappointed you guys, and i keep dragging you on saying I'll work on it and then leaving for months.
Im sorry.
I've been in a dark place, I can't sleep, I can't eat. I have panic attacks.
I've lost contact with people i love..
I feel super guilty, you guys love this story and i make you excited and you all wait and wait and wait for an update.
Then think im dead because nothing happens and probably forget about it.
I'm stressed out and unhappy.
I have anxiety and i think slight add, i get distracted super easily and often can't focus.
I feel like I'm just making excuses..
I don't deserve any of you guys..
I apologize, really..

~Blixen 💔