Non timebo mala

IV

Sam and Dean left me alone with the demon tablet and notes hours ago. Dean sits down across from me, handing me a beer and a sandwich. "Take a breather for a while" I pile up a few papers so not to get food on them and dig in. "Thanks" The two of us eat in silence for a moment.

"Any luck so far?" He asks

"Well, whoever this prophet of yours was he wrote it in very old enochian. Literally only prophets can read this. It's like he didn't want anyone to find out what it says."

"You can blame that on his soul, or lack there of."

"In terms of what's needed there are very few ingredients. All of which are exceptionally rare"

"Such as?" He asks as Sam walks in.

"Blood of a most holy man, fruit of the tree of life, the seal of Solomon, and arch angel grace. However, if you want to open the rift to specific world the spell requirements something from the world you're trying to get to."

"So there's no guarantee we'll ef the right world." Sam sighs

"Not necessarily. A hair from someone's home has been to that world could work as a guide. As long as the person of object used has been to where you're trying to go."

"Great! That much is covered. I'll call Cas and you can fill him in when he gets here." Dean says and walks down the hall. Sam stares at me with concern in his eyes. "What?" I ask with a sigh.

"Are you okay?"

"Just dandy. Maybe a little tired but..."

"This spell could get you home right?"

"Sick of me already?" I joke

"Andi" He says with one hundred percent seriousness.

"If it works? Yeah. It can get me back."

"Shouldn't you be happy then?"

I breath out a chuckle. "You know, I thought I would be. But the more I think about it..." I run my hand down my face "would you want to return to a world you have no memory of?" He says nothing but look away from me turning his gaze to his hands. "Neither would I. Hell, I know more about this world than my own." I get up to take my fish to the kitchen.

(Dean's POV)

I hang up the phone after letting Cas know what we've got going on here when I hear Sam yell. "Dean!" I run to the library to find Andi collapsed with Sam kneeling next to her. "What happened?!"

"I don't know she just collapsed,"

Suddenly Andi's eyes snap open and she slowly sits up.  "Andi?" I ask

"Sam and Dean Winchester." She says only not in her voice, it's someone older.  "Listen carefully I don't have much time. Andi must not return to her world."

"Why?" Sam asks

"Her life is in danger here."

"What do you mean?" I ask

"I'm sorry I don't have time to explain! Please keep her safe! I can't-" She is cut off by a scream and Andi falls back Sam catching her head. "Andi?" Sam says. 

"Sam? Dean? What-What happened?"

"You passed out." I answer before Sam can.

She sits up and grabs her head her face contorting indicating she's in pain. Sam and I help her up, once she seems stable enough to stand on her own we convince her to get some rest and she goes to her room. "Okay, what the hell was that?" Sam asks.

"I don't know. My guess, someone from her world. Someone who knows her."

"I meant why didn't you tell her what just happened?"

"Until we figure out exactly what happened do you really think that's a good idea?"

"Yes! This is her life we're talking about, her memories."

"Yeah it is. And what if she remembers and it's exactly like when you remembered the cage?"

Sam sighs "so, what do we do?"

"We have her help us get mom and jack back. After that we can figure out what her story is."

(Andi's POV)

I wake up from my nightmare filled sleep with a bead of sweat slowly trailing down my neck as it takes me a moment to catch my breath. I look around for a clock to find its one in the morning. I ru my hands through my hair and take a deep breath. "Are you alright?"

"Son of a - Cas! How long have you been there?"

"I'm sorry. I heard you having a nightmare"

"Thank you for the concern but I'm fine."

"If you like I can make the nightmares stop." He offers taking a few steps closer to my bed.

"Thank you But, I'm gonna say no."

"I see. I suppose it's normal not to trust me."

My eyes go wide "that's not what I meant at all! Its just i don't remember what it was about or what I have to be afraid of. Besides maybe if I do remember I'll get some of my memories back."

He furrows his brows as he stares at me. "You trust me? You trust the Winchester's?" He asks

"Odd as it is yes. I trust you three with my life. It's weird really. When I woke up in the back seat of their impala I was more confused than I was scared. Even though I didn't know where I was or how I got there a big part of me knew it was someplace safe with people who would keep me safe. Is there a reason I shouldn't trust you three?"

"It's just odd as you said. You're proving to be an odd human."

I chuckle "well a i gotta keep it interesting somehow."

"I'll leave you to get some rest then." He says with a smile I return it as he goes to leave.

"Oh! Wait!" I say, he turns back to face me.

"Please don't mention the nightmare to Sam and Dean. I've caused them enough stress since I got here." I ask. He nods and exits the room. I sigh and let myself fall back on the bed my head sinking into the pillow. "Tomorrow the fun starts." I say to myself.