This is basically my daily update book of some sort. I deleted my two prior ones because I feel like those were written at extremely immature points of my life. I made horrible mistakes back then, and I got into way too much drama (more than I ever...
I have been having some relationship problems with my girlfriend recently. She hadn't messaged me at all because she figured I would message first.
...which I have messaged her trying to talk to her. She ignored those.
Then that led into her telling me that she feels I forced her to "settle down too quickly" because I talk about how much I want her to be in my future and marry her some day. (She's that special to me) she also said that because of me she feels like she's "missed out on experiences". Like what? Am I just not providing enough for you?
I said I'd hold back and keep any feelings of true and long term commitment away from her for now so she won't be scared, but after that conversation, I feel like I have basically ruined my own relationship. AGAIN. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AAAND as of 5/6/19, I'm single. Honestly I am not shocked but also not happy either. Oh well. I guess this is what tinder is for.
It's cool. I feel like we are both cool and friends so yay.
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