my foot hits the hard conrete fllor as i walk home from a long day at school,im in year 11 so i finish school in a couple of months but today i had a meeting with the form teacher,the school have decided that i need to attend revision classes on a night time 3 days a week so i can pass my final exam next month.
its not exactly what i was hoping for them to say,but its not asif i have things to do and people to see every night.
im lola by the way and im 17,typical teenage girl,i listen to bands,like to think about deep dark things and like boys.
i dont have alot of friends im not really one of the populars at school,i know everyone and everyone knows me but i have my nice litle friendship group its just me and my two bestfriends alli and sara.
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i walk into the big classroom right at the end of the school to attend revision class my headphones in each ear.
i enter the room and my eyes immediately meet someone elses
harry
i hate him,but i love him
we dated since we were 14 and i know people dont believe in love at 14 but we obviously did,well i did in anyways.
he broke up with me about 4 months ago
something about him having big plans and not wanting me to get hurt
a load of bullshit is what he told me and i couldnt care less,i thought we had something but i guess we didnt
his dark green eyesmeet mine as he sits at his desk with a concerned look on his face
i immediately sit on the desk the opposite side of the room from him with my back towards him.
its stupid to think that i actually loved him,how could i be so stupid,sara and alli know how bad it hurt me it broke my heart and they ask me 'what would you do if he asked for another chsnce'
and the truth is,i really dont know like i said i love him so much but i hate him just as much for shattering my heart into a billion little pieces.
its 4;45pm and ive been in class for an hour and a half so im going to pack up my things and leave
my bag is thrown on my shoulder as i put my headphones inn each ear standing up from my seat
as im about to leave the class i see harry still staring at me,why cant he just leave me alone,hes hurt me enough.
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im nearly finished with all of my revision classes,ive sat in the same place for 3 weeks and ive had the same green eyes burning into the back of my head.
i only have this last lesson to revise and my exam is tomorrow morning at 9am
i stand up to go and sharpen my pencil at the bin
as i pick up the metal pencil sharoener and start sharpening i hesr footsteps behind me and then a tanned,muscled arm reaches over me reaching for the other pencil sharpener
"sorry,i need to sharpen my pencil" he says with his deep voice
"ok" i say simply
"why are you here i thought you were smart" his eyes on me sll of the time
"obviously not because if i was smart i would make good choices like never meeting you or even talking to you just leave me alone harry"i slam the metal sharpener down on the shelf making a few heads pop up from books
"lola come on dont be like that i know i hurt you but youve got to understand its for the better i told you i have-" i cut him off and stare at him
"yeah i get it you have big plans,but howcome your still stuck in a shitty highschool now dont talk to me ever again" i storm away from him quickly graabbing my bag and running out of the classroom to start walking home
