I Don't Deserve This But I Deserve You

The Sun, The Sand, The Sea

Bucky woke up just after sunrise, feeling a weight on his left arm, he turns to see a messy brown-haired guy laying on his chest, slightly drooling on his shirt, he smiled at the sight. Totally forgotten what happened the night before, as he tries to pull away, Tony hugged tighter, he let out a small laughter, his phone in his pocket kept vibrating, shit! It must be Sam, he thought to himself. Sam was his roommate in college, his brother in arm, Sam was always worried for Bucky, when last year Sharon dump him, because he wasn't good enough for her, Bucky literally got drunk at a bar, then somehow got into a freaky accident, and lost his left arm. Since then Sam would always call on Bucky, sometimes picks him up after work, and spend their free time together, Sam loved him as a younger brother, always having his back. Bucky slides the phone out of his pocket carefully, not to disturb the young man in his arm. He slides to answer the call.

"JAMES BUCHANAN BARNES! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU? I CALLED THE BAR AND THEY SAY YOU LEFT EARLY, I CALLED STARBUCKS AND THEY SAY YOU CANCELLED YOUR SHIFT TODAY, I FUCKING WENT TO THE EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT TO FIND YOU!" Sam shouted over the phone, Bucky could hear the worry in his voice.

"Tell him to shut up, I'm trying to sleep here!" Tony said tiredly, as he tries to grab the phone from Bucky's hands, he continues to grumble into Bucky's chest. Bucky let a soft chuckle out.

"I'm okay hunny bee, I'll be home soon, decided to take a detour from home, am at the beach, will be going off soon." Bucky replied into the phone.

"Whose voice is that I hear? Better not some side piece you have alright! Just come back home safe, I'm worried as fuck you know that, I'll make breakfast before I go work okay!" Sam replied, toning his voice down, Bucky smile into the phone.

"Ay ay Captain! See you alright!" Bucky said before hanging up the call. He smiles at the messy hair.

"Is that your boyfriend?" Tony asked as he rubs his eyes sleepily.

"Who? Sam? He's my roommate, my brother actually, you get to see him one day, come on Doll, let's go, you don't want to end up covering in anymore sands okay." Bucky said, as he ruffles up Tony's hair.

"But's it's too early to get up! I'm still tired!" Tony whined as he hugs Bucky closer, Bucky likes the heat radiating by his side.

"How bout we get up and get back to the dorm, and continue there, I think my bed is a lot comfortable than these piles of sands." Bucky said as he kisses Tony's head, Tony continues to grumble, but yet he still sat up, looking around him, a bit confuses.

"Where are we?" Tony asked, not remembering how he got here.

"My little hideout where I kill my drunk victims" Bucky replies, winking at Tony, earning a gasp from the little man.

Bucky just stood up and brush the sands off his pants, offering a hand to help Tony up, where he reluctantly took, as they grab their belongings, walk to the bike, Bucky puts his jacket on Tony, to prevent the man from getting a cold, it was September anyways. As they rode back home silently, Tony couldn't help but smile to himself. It felt good, to hold on to a stranger and riding down the highway.

As they got to their dorm, Bucky could see the car Tony drove yesterday was in the parking lots, meaning his friends got back home safely, he switches off the ignition, and pass the key to Tony.

"You should keep it, I don't need it anyways." Tony said as he passes the key back.

"No way doll, this is yours, I can't keep it" Bucky pushes the key away.

"No, you keep it alright, I have no use of it." Tony insisted, Bucky just shook his head, he didn't want to take things from people.

"How about this, you keep it, so you could be my personal chauffeur around school and town, then we could go on late night rendezvous, or just grab coffee?" Tony replies as he smiles genuinely to Bucky.