My heart dropped "I'm dead weight?" I asked he looked sincere my stepmother sighed "hunny we just can't provide for you anymore" she said they where selfish I wanted to yell and raise my voice at them but I knew it wouldn't help instead I closed my lips tight I knew there was no reason the cry I wouldn't give them the power for my tears "they never did find my father" I said quietly my stepmother tapped her finger in the table "yes they contacted us yesterday and said they found him a he would gladly have you back" he said I hadn't seen my father since the accident how could they of found him? "My-my father they found him?" I asked "yes dear and he wants you back it is very sad for us to let you go" he said pft ya they'd really miss me it was kinda like they we're saying oh we found your old father now go live with him why we go spend all our money at the casino well send Christmas cards have a nice life! I couldn't believe it I'd spent 6 years of my life here and they we're just bored of me "you leave in 2 days for flordia" she said almost smiling sunshine? Beaches? Loud people? And most likely they would be over populated with ghosts great I couldn't go live with my father I haven't seen him in years I don't even know what he looks like I couldn't be able to look him in the eye without crying "you people are the worst people I've ever met" I said they looked surprised and looked at each other I stood up from the table "I hope you both rote in hell" I said and ran upstairs to my room and locked the door behind me I thought I was having a panic attack my breathing became heavy I knew what was happening "no no no! Please dont!" I yelled pleadingly my ears rung and my vision went blank I was there again
I woke up in my car seat I was crying "please baby please stop crying" my mom said frustrated from the front seat a arm wrapped around her shoulder "hun she's a baby that's what she does" a huskey voice said my father it was raining hard outside my mom was driving it was pitch black outside I cried louder my dad turned out of his seat to look at me and rubbed my head "its okay sweety" he said my cries grew louder and louder my mom groaned "please baby mommies trying to drive" she said I didn't stop "she's just tired" my dad said "I just woke her from her nap a hour ago she couldn't be tired" she said my dad looked at the window "well maybe if you'd put her to bed earlier she wouldn't be crying" he mumbled my mom looked shocked "oh don't you dare blame this on me ian! I'm always the one putting her to sleep! Maybe if you helped out sometime-" she said my dad put a hand up "don't even go there I'm the one putting food on the table!" He yelled my mom gripped the steering wheel "oh shut the hell up!" She yelled I cried louder my mom snapped "stop!" She yelled and banged her hands on the wheel the car slid on the slick road she panicky tried to get the car under control she screamed and we slid off the road my father unbuckled his seatbelt and flew to the back seat and put his whole body over me as fast as he could and we ran hood first into a tree
My eyes flew open I gasped for air breathing hard I raised my hands to my arms and dug my finger nails in my skin to make sure this was real that I was real blood dripped down my arm I rolled over on my back still breathing hard I closed my eyes tight "please! Please! Stop doing this to me!" I yelled at myself tears blurred my eyes and slid down my face help!
A ghost said please help me another said tell my family I love them! More said I put my hands over my head more voices grew in my head I tightened my hands around my ears to hard I thought my head would explode "no" I said "no please make it stop" the voices grew louder in my head I screamed
