I'm sorry that I blamed you
I'm sorry I was mad.
I'm sorry, I was angry that people have things I've never had.
I can't be selfish over this.
I'm trying to learn to deal.
I'm trying to see the side of things, Although I might never heal.
I've learned much more about you than what I knew before.
for your friend, I'm so thankful.
His name is Frankie.
He misses you.
he checks up on me and says its what you would've wanted him to do.
He's told me all the stories
and I know your pain
I'll never ever be mean
or be mad at you again.
There are times you're really missed by me,
But I have to understand
I just have to go on with life the best that I possibly can.
I go through the hours,
knowing one day I'll be able to see you.
You can watch your baby girl grow up from above. I would want you to.
Please keep this in your heart.
It is not your fault.
I've changed, I miss you, and dear dad,
I love you.
