It's Over (K.NJ Fanfic) [Short Story]✔

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I'm so impressed by how good actor I am. I swear I'm the best. Have you seen that fake smile? How you seen my fake laugh?

I can trick everyone but me.

It's so funny how happy I look. How enthusiastic I look. How bubbly my personality is.

But no one knows the real me. The hidden me.

I took the mug and through it to my trashcan. I don't want my mum to see it.

My dad thinks my eyes are red because I'm using too much my phone. He doesn't know I'm crying and stay awake every damn night.

My mum thinks I'm clumsy and I don't cook carefully. She doesn't know I use her lighter to burn myself.

My friends think I'm shy and I don't talk too much. They don't know that I have a war inside my head.

"Oh you're awake! Why don't you close the alarm" my mum said

It's already morning?

"Sorry I forgot it" I said

"It's okay. I'll go back to sleep okay?" She said and I nodded.

I took a deep breath and I kept looking at the window. Jumping from the window. Daring isn't it?

"They don't know that I already gave up" I whispered ready to jump.

"No. They don't know it's over" I whispered when I let myself free.

The end