Temptationz

"Jada"

" I'm not a gangster rapper " I said to the reporter as I blew smoke out of my mouth. I kept walking down the street to my car with Jada by my side. She was my homegirl from way back . Besides my mother , she's been there for me through thick and thin . " You alright ,Pac? " She asked with concern . She was so beautiful, and not just on the outside . I must admit I felt myself falling in love with her graceful but yet feisty ways. I knew that the time was going to come where I wouldn't be able to help myself any longer. While walking up to my car , We both get in and I answer her saying , "Yeah Blue jay , I'm Aight " . She looks at me and puts her small hand on top of mine . "Alright , Pac . I'm here for you you know that ? , You can tell me anything , I wont judge . " I couldn't resist the temptation of looking into her soft, and loving eyes. They were so honest and understanding . "I care about you Pac , we've been friends since high school , hell , Best Friends . "

"I know Blue jay , I know. Don't get me wrong I care for you too I just don't want you to worry too much . I drove off , away from the parking lot . Jada's hand was still on top of mine . I cared for her like a brother cared for his sister . She meant a lot to me . What can I say , she had a nigga going crazy .

After an hour or two drive , We finally made it to my house . Jada and I get out of the car and go our separate ways . Her , to her car and me to the front door of my house .

" Bye Pac , see you later " She called out . "Bye Blue Jay " I respond . I know she belonged to someone else but I couldn't help not to think about Jada . I  walked in my house, picked  up my notebook and walked toward the sofa . While sitting down , I begin to write .

"Jada"

You will never fully understand

how deeply my heart feels for you

I worry that we'll grow apart

and ill end up losing you

You bring me to climax without sex

and you do it with regal grace

you are my heart in human form

a friend I could never replace .

Falling in love for a nigga was hard . But she just brought somethimg out of me . My thoughts were interrupted when my phone randomly rang . I picked it up answered it . It was my mother.

" Hello ?"

" Hey precious , how are you ? " she asked .

" Im fine Ma , how about you ? " I asked in return . I smiled because it felt good just to hear her voice. I loved my mother , and no one could ever take her place .

" Im fine love ."

" That's good . Hey ma, I have this new song I writing & I only got the first part I wanted you to hear it"

"Sure precious I would love to hear it ." She says joyfully .

I started rapping the words to her .
"Some day the blacker the Berry
The sweeter the juice ......

"I love it" she said.
I smiled knowing that my mother liked the song .
" I can't wait to hear the finished product."

I can feel her smile . She was proud of me & that's all that mattered .

" All right Tupac, Ill talk to you later , I love you son ."

"Alright mama , I love you too."

After getting off the phone. I turned the Tv on and rolled me a joint . "Riiiiiiiiingggg Riiiiingggg"
" I can never get a break" I thought . I picked up the phone without looking.