Temptationz

2 OF AMERIKKAS MOST WANTED

Tupac's Pov:
I was awaken to the sound of my homie Snoop Dogg calling my phone . Snoop and I were cool but it was unusual for him to call me because he usually text . I stretch and then answered his call. "Hello"

"Aye cuhh, what's up?" He responded. All this nigga do is stay high ever since I taught him how to get high . I could tell he was high , I heard it in his voice.

"Nothing much , what's up wit chu ?" I said in return . It took almost a whole second before this nigga responded . " NIGGA" I said loudly trying to get his attention .

" Huh ?"

"What's up wit chu ?" I repeated.

"Oh nun much mane , just dealin with court shit ."

"You too nigga?" I said as I got up from my bed and head to the living room.

"Nigga they sayin I was involved in some murder or some shit cuhh. How would I have time to murder somebody if I'm at Deathrow all the time ? You know what I'm sayin? ."

I sit on the sofa and turn the tv on . "Damn nigga , well they saying I raped some bitch . And I know for a fact that I didn't rape her . I just touched her ass , she's the one who gave me head." I responded .

I pick up my notebook and reread the poem that I had written for Jada . I couldn't help but think about the girl .

"It's a damn shame Pac."

"I know it is Snoop, I ain't have to deal with none of this shit until I became famous.But we just gotta keep our heads up ." I told him .

" You right you right . 

"You know what ?" I retaliated .

"What's up Pac?"

I turned to the unfinished song in my notebook . "You should get on this song with me, its about my court cases and shit ."

"What's it called? " He asked.

I read the tittle to myself and then answered his question "2 of Amerikkas most wanted "

" I like it !" Snoop said with enthusiasm . " Put me on that shit nigga . "

I felt like this shit was gonna be dope . After all we are kind of Amerikkas most wanted . I've been to jail like 12 times this year and lets just say, it was kind of getting on my damn nerves . I admit I was a little immature at times but still , why is it that I'm always being convicted or some shit . They just love keeping us black men down . 

"Ill write my verse today cuhh " Snoop said .

"Ight , cool "

"Ight. lemme get off this phone and continue working . " Snoop concluded.

" Ight nigga. Catch you later . " I said as I hung up the phone .Suddenly there was a knock at the door

"It's me Pac ", a familiar voice said as I walk to the door .

As I opened the door , I saw Jada with tears in her eyes . " Bluejay what's wr" . I was interrupted by her hugging me .

" I can't do it no more Pac , I hate him ."
I let her come in and close the door and walk behind her .

"Do what? And hate who?" I Asked. She sat down on the couch and put her face in her hands.

"This relationship with Will . He's not my type. I feel like all he does is try to control the living fuck out of me . And it's not fair ."

"What he do ? Do I need to fuck this nigga up ?"I said as I sat beside her. She wipes her tears and continues to talk.

"Last Night I was gonna text you to tell you that I got home But he asked who it was that I was talking to and I said it was you . Next thing I know is I'm up against the wall with this nigga cussing me out ."

I wipe a tear from her eye as she continues to talk . " He took my phone and I think he deleted your number."

I look at her for a while livid of what I just heard . How can a man hurt a woman as beautiful as she is . I mean Jadas wonderful. Everything about the girl is wonderful.From her eyes , to her voice.
" Imma fuck him up" I tell her .

"Don't Pac , besides it would just make matters worst especially on your end . He was just mad at me that's all"

"Jada" I say as I play with her hair. "Look at you , you cryin over a nigga that put his muthafucking hands on you . Jada this ain't you . This ain't the Jada I know . The Jada I know would've killed that nigga or something. Stop justifying the fact that he put his hands on you .Stop justifying the fact that he's trying to control you. You need to keep your head up and move on from him . You don't need him Bluejay. You said it yourself . He's controlling you and it ain't fair. Feds watching or not , imma do whatever it is to protect you ."

She lays on me as a tear drops her eye again . " You're right Pac."

"I know.Jay"I respond.

"Can I stay here Pac? I don't wanna go back home . I don't wanna see him ."

I hesitate because it seemed as if one of my dreams turned to reality for a minute.

"Yes ." I say. " But you ain't got no clothes."

She gets up off of me grabs her keys and heads for the door . " They're in the car."  

I get up after her and follow her to the door . " Let me get them , go sit down . " I tell her as I grab her keys and head to her car . Man its really fucked up what Will did I just cant stop thinking about it . What possessed that nigga to put his hands on her ? I finally walk back into the house and my eyes make  eye contact with Jada . Those eyes had a hold on me ,it was like they were telling me a story . It was like they were confessing themselves to me . I loved every bit of it and suddenly I couldn't help myself . I walk over to the stairs , put her things on the bottom step and then walk over to her . I hug her and she just lays on me . I could feel the hurt and the confusion . " Pac I  "  I cut her off and kiss her for about 20 seconds .  Like I said , I couldn't help myself . I couldn't stand to see her like this . She needed love pure and honest love and I was here to give it all to her . I break the kiss and continue to look at them breathtaking eyes of hers until she looks away ."BlueJay I love you " I tell her . "Leave him you don't need him . You deserve better . "She looks at me again and then looks away . " I know Pac I know but "  "But nothing. Do I need to kiss you again so you can understand how much I honestly love you ? "I ask her . " I don't want to see you get hurt more than you already are . A real man wouldn't try to control his woman . A real man wouldn't call his woman a bitch . A real man wouldn't put his fucking hands on his woman ."

"I don't know what to do Pac. I don't want to see him , I want to give him another chance but I'm scared he's going to to do the same shit" She says as she gets up and heads for the couch .

"Leave his ass Jay , leave himmmmm" . I say to her .  I walk over to her and kiss her again but this time the kiss was longer . I broke the kiss and said " Promise me you'll leave him, promise me" I passionately kiss her again and hold her close to me . I wanted her . I needed her .

She looked at me with honesty embedded in her eyes "I'll try Pac, I promise." She said.
"Everything's gonna be alright BlueJay. You are so strong ."
She was so broken and so hurt . Her eyes held so much sadness. "You think so ?" She asked as I walked away from her and headed for the refrigerator. " Hell yeah ."  "You one of the strongest women I know."
She watched me as I poured both of us a drink . "Who's the second one?" She asked as she continued to watch me . I walk back over to the refrigerator , put the bottle back in the refrigerator then walked over to her and gave her her drink. " Well, the second one would be my mother ." I say as I take a sip of my drink .