On The Run

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

That night, we stop at a hotel and we get a couple of rooms. Tig is bunked with us and I head to the bathroom for a shower. I'd been trying to hide the feeling of a panic attack all day but can't fight it anymore. Standing in the shower, I start crying. I start having trouble breathing. I hear the bathroom door open and I know it's Juice. He strips down and steps inside the shower and sees the state that I'm in. "Baby, look at me." he says as he cups my face and forces me to look at him. "Breathe with me baby." and he starts taking slow deep breaths. Once I have my breathing under control better, he pulls me close to him. "I got you baby." he tells me. I look up at him and I know that this trip home, will be the last time I get to be with him. As soon as my ex knows I'm back, he'll kill me. "Love me Juice." I whisper. He kisses me and pins me to the wall. He enters me slowly and starts to thrust in and out at a slow and steady pace. "I love you Olivia." he whispers. "I love you so much Juan. Please don't forget that. I need you to promise me you won't forget that." I say as the tears start to fall. We find our release and he holds me close.

Getting out of the shower, we dry off and dress before walking back out to the main room. Tig heads into the shower and I lay in bed and curl as close as I can to him. "I got you baby. I'll protect you." He tells me. "Just promise you won't forget that I love you." I say. He looks at me like he's realizing what I'm doing. "Don't do that." he whispers as he pulls me close. "Don't go there." he says. We hear Tig walk into the main room. "Everything okay?" he asked. "No. It's not." Juice says before pulling away from me. He sits up on the bed, and throws his legs over the edge. Putting his head in his hands, I lay against his back and put my arms around his waist, placing kisses to his bare back. "I love you." I whisper again. "Talk to me guys." Tig says. "When I went to the shower, she was having a panic attack. She's talking like she knows this is it." he tells Tig, starting to get pissed. Standing up, he throws on his pants and shirt and steps outside and slams the door. I break down sobbing. "I need to go." I tell Tig. I get up and start to pack my things up and he stops me. "No you don't." he says. Pulling me to him he says "We got you. He's not gonna get to you. I promise that. Your Old Man won't let that happen." Tig says. "I'm just so scared going back. I don't want to die and him not know how much I love him." I sob.

I'm sitting on the bed a half hour later when Juice walks into the room. He doesn't look at me or even speak. He lays down on his side of the bed and has his back to me. I get up and grab my bag to leave. "Hey. No." Tig says. "I need to go." I tell him. Juice turns to look at me and says "She doesn't want to be here, let her go." Juice says. With tears in my eyes, I walk outside. I start to walking away and am at the end of the lot when I hear someone running up behind me. I feel a hand grab my arm and am turned facing to see Juice, "I'm so sorry. Baby, just please. I can't handle hearing you talking like you're giving up." he says and we both are sobbing. "I just didn't want anything to happen and you now know how much I love you." I tell him. "I won't let him hurt you. I won't let anyone hurt you." he tells me. I drop my bag and wrap both my arms around him and say "I'm just so scared. You know what he did to me. If he finds me he'll do it again." I tell him. "We won't let that happen." I hear Tig say as he walks up to us. Tig grabs my bag and heads back to the room and gives us a few more minutes. "I need you with me baby. I don't know how to handle being without you. Please just trust me." he tells me. I nod and we head back to the room.

Once inside, all the guys are in the room. "I know this is hard for you Lass, but he's not going to hurt you." Chibs says. "Everytime I close my eyes, I still see the things he did to me. I can't go through that again." I say. "You won't. That fucker won't hurt you again." TO says. "I'll make sure he hurts." Happy says. I am tucked into Juice's side. "Lass, I know you're scared. Going through that shit couldn't have been easy. You're Old Man here, told me how you were when he met you. That shit won't happen again. You have a club full of brothers that would die to make sure you're safe." he tells me. "Thank you guys. I'm sorry you're having to deal with my shit but moving back is bringing all that shit back to the front of my mind." I say. "Let's get some sleep so we can get out of here first thing." Chibs says.

Once everyone is out of the room but me, Juice and Tig, Tig pulls me into a hug. "We got you kiddo." he tells me. "Thanks Pop." I say before joining Juice back in bed. I turn my back to him and he puts his arms around me and pulls me back against him as we fall asleep. I'm in the corner cowered down. "I said on your fucking knees whore!" he shouts. I get on my knees and he smack me. Grabbing me by the hair, he says "Open your fucking mouth." as he's unzipping his jeans. He slides his hard member into my mouth and starts to thrusts in and out. "Suck it bitch." he says as he's thrusting as far into my mouth as possible. "Take it all." he says. I can't breathe but he still thrusts in and out. Just when I feel like I'm going to pass out, he releases himself down my throat. "Swallow bitch." I do as he says and then he punches me in the face. "That's for making me have to take it from you. Next time, do as you're told." I slide down to the floor when the door opens and a man walks in. "Strip." he tells me. I do as I'm told and he says "She's all yours." before he walks out of the room. I've never seen this man before. He grabs me by the hair and throws me on the bed. Climbing over me, I'm too scared to move, he enters me and thrusts in and out roughly until he finds his release. "Good little whore." he says before throwing me on the floor. "Next time, act like you like it." he yells before walking out the door.

I wake up and I can't breathe. Juice tries to touch me and I cower away from him. I can't move. "Baby, it's okay. Hey, look at me." Juice says and Tig is next to him. "Hey kiddo. It's okay. You're safe." they tell me. "Breathe baby please." Juice almost begs. I finally fully wake up and see where I am. My breathing slows and the tears start to fall. Juice pulls me to him and I let him. "That fucker is mine." Juice seethes. I tense in his arms and he kisses the top of my head. "I love you baby. I'm right here. He can't get to you." he tells me softly. When I start to calm down, I lay against Juice but I can't sleep. I'm scared to.

Getting up the next morning, we get dressed and head out to the car. "Morning guys." Chibs says. "You okay Lass?" he asked. I just nod. "Nightmares." Tig says. "Shit." Chibs says. "Yeah. It was bad. She's not had one that bad since our first night in the house." Juice tells them. "When we get home, we'll have Venus talk to her. Might help." Tig says. "Yeah. Thanks for helping last night Tig." Juice says. "Anytime. She's family." Tig says. They mount their bikes and Juice gets in the car with me. He takes my hand, laces our fingers together before kissing my hand and saying, "I love you." I look at him and softly say "I love you too."