Like a brother (Shawn Mendes fan fiction)

Feelings

Shawn's POV
I was on top of her and we were staring in each others eyes. She was so beautiful, her pretty brown eyes and dark hair. I never realized she was this charming. I always felt feelings for her but not this strong like now.
I slowly went closer to kiss her. I didn't know if she wanted this. I was scared that she didn't, but I decided to kiss her. I went a little closer...
When I heard a knock on the door. ,,We have to go guys.'' I quickly jumped off of her. I felt disappointed and sad that I couldn't show her that I have feelings for her. I want her to be mine. A million thoughts were in my mind.
,,Yeah, we're coming'' she said. I didn't know how she felt. She looked stressed. I was crushed.

Alessia's POV
I quickly got my stuff and went to the elevator Shawn by my side. I didn't know what to do or say. We got into the elevator. We were alone.
,,Can we talk about what happened ?'' He asked.
,,Not now Shawn'' I answered with a bit of anger in my voice. A boy never liked me I didn't know what to do or how to act. On the way to the jet we didn't talk to each other. When we got to the jet I saw that Shawn was hurt.
,,Look Shawn I'm sorry. You know I never had a boyfriend and I don't know how to act in these situations.'' I said sadly.
,,Maybe it's because you never let anyone in. Alesia you should open up to people. I know your shy, but remember I would never hurt you. I want the best for you and if this is not what you want, then we can be friends. Just like the old days.''
,,I just... I don't know... I'm trying I really am. I'm trying to open up to people, but it's hard'' I said. This was the first time I told someone my true feelings. I always said I'm fine or just stayed silent.
,,Ok I understand princess'' he said with a sweet smile.
,,Is my nickname princess now ?'' I laughed.
,,Yeah, don't you like it ? I love it and now I'm gonna call you that princess'' I laughed. Shawn was always so sweet and always made me happy in hard moments.
I fell asleep in his arms on the airplane...