"I'll practice my patience
While you're getting wasted
'Til fate brings you home
I'll wait through your phases
You shuffle through faces
Like songs in your playlist
'Til fate brings you home "
Jungkook is desperate to find love but is too blind to...
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"All I ever wanted was to love someone with my whole heart and be loved in return."
K I M N A Y E O N
"why can't my life be like that too?"
Reading a book during my free time is a must for me because when you're life is dry and you want to escape from reality,you read a book. I mean it's better than miserably crying your eyes out for someone that can never be yours.
To top it all of , when you're in love with your own god damn best friend and he is busy looking for love with god knows how many girls he has searched for already and you have to act like you're okay but when in reality you're not okay.
It all started back in elementary school. I thought that the feelings I have for him was just infatuation but as years goes by I realised that the feeling I have for him is real. Out all the people in the world, I fell in love my own best friend who sees me as nothing more than just a best friend. If that isn't the worst feeling anyone could have than i don't know what is.
The thing is he treated me so well that I can't help but fall even harder for him. It hurts to know that he is out there going out on many dates to find the perfect girl for himself. Even if he comes to me crying his eyes out, I would still be there for him. Even if a little part of me died inside, I would do anything for him. Even if I get hurt thousands of time, I would put myself in that situation over and over again just so that I can truly see him happy.
But the real question is this what I really want? Will I able to withstand the pain to see him happy with another girl? Will able to hold on to facade that I've been putting in front of him? I shouldn't have to feel like this, but why does my heart hurts so bad?
