Love Ain't Easy (Bigbang & 2NE1)

Chapter 35 - His view

TOP’s POV

“I always listen to you Tabi, every lies, every reason, every plead. I hear out the thing that you want me to believe in.” She told me as her voice shakes.

Here I am standing in front of Bom pleading to her to believe me. But her response made my choice. I knew she had enough of me. I pushed my limits causing her to fall in the edge, leaving me.

I will make it easier for her. She’ll probably hate me but this pain will be easier as it is one blow.

 “Is that all Bommie? Maybe you just want to break up with me because you found someone else? Have you?” I asked.

 No it’s not asking, it’s rather accusing.

I approached her and looked at her eyes. Memorizing every detail of it as it might be the last time I can look at her.

I her cupped face and crushed my lips to her.

My kiss wasn’t gentle rather it’s causing her pain.

Forcing my way inside her mouth.

I bit it forcefully for her to open it lightly but she resisted.

Instead she pushed me away and slapped my face rock hard.

Her tears are now gushing out of her eyes. I wanted to embrace her and kiss her gently but it’ll be more difficult for the both of us.

We need space.

She needs space.

We need time.

She needs time.

We need to reflect.

I need to reflect.

“I knew it.” I said as I smirked on her.

It pains me to do this but I must.

“I hope both of you will be happy.” After saying those words to her I dashed out of the room.

As I closed the door I heard her crying. Her cry is the most painful thing I ever heard.

I wanted to die the moment I heard her cry like that. I wanted to hurt myself. Kill myself.

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“Hyung wake up!” Ji yong pulled the sheets off me.

“Waeyo? It’s still early.” I muttered as I covered my face with my panda stuffed toy.

“Early?? It’s 11 am already!! We need to get ready with our launching!” he yelled at me.

“Oh yeah. I forgot. Mianhe Jiyongie.” I said as I sit up and stretched.

“Hyung, you’ve been like this for 3 months.” He calmly said.

“So? Don’t worry, I won’t be able to give you headache once I leave.” I chuckled.

He just gave me the not-that-again-hyung look.

“Hyung, we’ve talked about this. Sajang-hyung didn’t agree also.” He said like a child.

“But I need to. Besides no one can stop me.” I said as I stood up and headed in the bathroom.

“Hyung…” I heard him muttered.

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“Eum oneulcheoreom byeori bitnaneun bame (Tonight!)

Haengunui yegami uril bureune (YES!)

Areumdaun soriro jilleojwo

Like this like this like this”