"Happy Birthday, Athreise!"
Party poppers, cakes, dim lights, cone hats, a poster with a 'Happy Birthday, Athreise" written on it and the people I love smiling from ear to ear as they greet me.
"Oh c'mon don't tell me you're not surprised? "
Of cpurse I am.
'Oh c'mon! I'm more surprised to have a cancer guys'
That's what I wanted to say but I never did anyway.
How can I tell them that I have a cancer?
I sighed and plastered a smile on my face and washed my thoughts away.
"Wow! I didn't expect what you guys prepared for me" I said trying not to sound sarcastic.
"I knew it! She'll never be happy throwing some party on her birthday!"
No...
I am happy seeing your efforts...
"What's the problem?" Mom asked.
Tears pooled my eyes.
"Nothing!" I said still smiling despite of the tears preventing to fall.
"Really?tell us! It's so not you"
My tears began to fell.
But I still manage to smile
"I just recieved a gift from the doctor I am seeing these past few weeks secretly doing some test and found out that I have a cancer" I forced a laughed
The poster dropped as Jenn ran just to hug me tightly.
"Surprise!" I chanted softly. Almost a whisper.
Mom began to burst out crying while dad too.
Gaise went near me.
He's my boyfriend. But soon to be my ex boyfriend.
"Gaise..."
He stared at me intently
I know he already know what I want.
"No, Reise. We can work this out. I can took care of you"
I smiled.
Of course you can Geise. You're such a good guy and you don't deserve to be left by some dimwit person just because of cancer.
I'm afraid of the thought that one of these days I might die and leave you here.
"But I can't took care of you. I can't join you doing the things you want to do. I can't watch you playing basketball. I can't hike. I can't do everything we usually do."
"I don't give a damn, Reise. I can adjust. I'm not doing the things I want to do,then"
"That's the case, Geise. You're not going to do the things you want to do when you're going to took care of me! That's why I want you to let me go! I want you to do the them not minding me!" I yelled at him not minding that people close around us are watching.
"But I want to be with you, Reise---"
He just gave me an idea to make him stay away from him.
" But I don't want to be with you, Geise"
"You don't mean that, do you?"
I smiled at him and caress his cheek.
"Let me go"
His tears came rushing down like a river which made me run to my room.
I heard them yelling my name but I never bother to listen anyway.
It's like thousands of knife are stabbing me non-stop.
But it was meant to be like this. No--- I was meant to be like this. To have this.
Maybe I was just born to see wonderful things and to experience things I shouldn't miss.
I would cry but it'll help me not to recover from this camcer.
Recover from this? Doing treatments? I already sort some things out.
I, doing the treatments I should do wouldn't change the fact that I have a cancer.
This won't go away like a normal sick--drink the medicine and then a day or two you're back with being joyful!yeepee! But no. It may gone but not permanently. It would probably be back a year or two.
Accepting the fact is the easiest way to move on. I shouldn't just stuck up and live my life as happy as I can, as enjoyable as I can.
It's not like I have the most and I am the most problematic person. Others may encounter worst. Worst than mine. Every grudges and struggles stay positive. Never ever forget to look on the positive side. It'll never be bad looking unto negative side but balance your thoughts.
Way of moving on?
Accepting it is.
This is Athreise Villacampa, been a fighter and still a fighter fighting for her life and love.
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A/N!!!
SOOOO HAHAHA MAY MGA TYPOS PO ITO AT WRONG GRAMMAR EDIT KO NALANG KAPAG MAY TIME! (Kala mo talaga sobrang busy eh)
EDIT KO KAPAG DI AKO TINATAMAD HEHE
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So this is 3 out of 10 works I made during 14 and I just decided to publish it just now. I'm not expecting for more than 1 reader.lol. I am not expecting for y'all to like this. I am not good with this but still I want to try. So I am not smart and I am not good in english but as you see kung maka english ako kala mo talaga ang galing HA HA. So this isn't quite unique story but swear I did my best and your best isn't really the bestest. Lol. Anyway I dedicate this story to those readers whose fighting a cancer and other ppl out there. A reader or not, I dedicate this to you guys. Keep fighting! aja!
Next update will took long I guess? Pag aaralan ko pa yung about sa cancer nato HA HA HA HA. Well, see ya on my next update! Luvdub tata~
Lmao#
Fighting#
Aja!#
Keepfghtng!#
