Jonuardo I Depression

Chapter 15

Jon's pov: I wake up I'm on top of Eduardo he was still sleeping I realise that I haven't woken in 3 days "eh it's the weekend!" I say I had a door open and see Mark he was shocked to see me he looked at me and asked in a casual tone "well,what do you want for breakfast I see Eduardo wake up and walk down stairs and I follow wile saying "pancakes!" Eduardo was sitting on the couch and he saw me and I was just sitting next to him cuddled up and I saw Mark cooking I felt Eduardo touch my arm and he felt some new cuts........oh no he asked me what this is and pulls up my sleeve and he asked me what theses are I stay quiet and he asks in a more angry tone "WHAT ARE THESES?!!" I stay quiet and he grabs me and pulls up my other sleeve and he squeezes my arm to see if any blood would come out and there was blood leaking out of the wound he looks at Mark and tells him to come over to him and he holds up my wrist and Mark also stays silent, and I'm just sitting there also silent Eduardo just yells at Mark to get Mark's attention and he soon snaps out of his gase and he looks at me and shakes his head I run out the house and start to cry I had footsteps behind me but I still run and I just kept running and I soon felt a hand go on to  my wrist and I look up and see Eduardo he was holding my arm and he carried me to the house I struggled then I stoped and I realised how warm he actually is I fell asleep in his arms they were so warm we walked home and I awoke on Eduardo and I just layed there sleepy on him Mark comes over and picks me up and I felt his warm body and I just layed there in his arms I soon got out of his grasp and ran I ran to a ally way and I layed there and I felt snow start to fall I felt cold I saw a shadow and it was Eduardo's? I got up and tried to run but I had gotten frost bite.and I was stiff Eduardo picked me up and I just layed there in his arms they were warm so my frost bite soon went away I woke to see Eduardo and Mark patching me up and I sat there exhausted and cold Mark was grabbing bandaids and gauze. Eduardo on the other hand was clenching my hand. I was cold and scared ,I was scared he was gonna hit me but he just it me in a hug he was warm and I fell asleep in his arms. I woke up to them shaking me awake......I jolt awake and soon started to shake they held on to me and I just stared to cry they held my up like a baby and I was soon holding on to Mark's chest and.Eduardo was just sitting on the couch he was happy and I just Mark took off his sweater and put it on me I felt safe and loved I held on his chest and I was soon crying in pain because of the pain in me wrists they hurt a lot Mark just held on me in his arms I was just laying on him I was warm but yet I was bleeding on my arms and I just held on to his chest,I soon fell asleep on him and he carried me around I was just holding on to him and cuddled his warm body on my cold,frame and skinny body I was soon woken up by the smell of Steak Mark held onto my butt carrying me like a baby.