Imagination to Reality

Chapter 01

" Sorry, it's not you. It's me." Pearl, my boyfriend said to me with a sad me.  Well, I guess soon -to -be ex-bf.

I nicely smiled at him, a sad smile. Then I opened my mouth -
"YOU FUCKER! 'IT'S NOT YOU. IT'S ME.' OF COURSE, IT'S YOU, YOU ASSHOLE! "  And a slap to the face of a fucker from me. How dare he!

" Please, don't raise your voice. Let's act civil. " He said with a somewhat twisted calm face. Acting civil, huh! I am going to show him Civil.

I stood up from my seat and walked around the table. Took a water mug in my hand and 'splash' - all of it on his head.

" Babe, I don't do Civil. You wanna dump me then dump me. Don't cheat and then  say your bullshit. Who's gonna Date your sorry ass? I don't need a fucktard boyfriend like you. I better turn straight than date you. "

I stomped my feet hard on his shoes and turned around.

Don't cry.
Just don't.

I opened my car's door and went in. Strapped my seat belt and speed up. 

I can't believe I fell for that asshole. I can't stop but cry my heart content. My third boyfriend. The first one was a dick. The second one was a pussy. And the third one's an asshole. I hate it. I hate it so much.

Being bent is a hard job. No real love for me. All I got are cheaters. I hate life so much.  I wish there was someone who was at least caring. Who won't cheat and hurt me every in a while. I want someone to cuddle me in bed.  Not some fuck duck. I want someone to hold me tight and never let go.

I just want someone to say to me that they love me and. ..and .. god! I  am so miserable. I wish I could kill someone right now. I want to kill someone.

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" Rev, open up. " I heard my best friend's calm voice from the other side of the door.

Currently, I am in my room. I am in college, last year. Me and my best bud Ash, we share this teeny tiny apartment close to the college.  Actually, I am in short in fund right now. I had a part time job but I decided to quit because of my now ex-bf.  He's the manager over there.  He cheated on me with a new full timer.

I can't help but curse at me despite it being 3 weeks already.  I am just a little sad.  No more dating idiots from now on .
" Open up, else I won't cook today.  You shit! It was your turn on making breakfast this morning. " My not so nice anymore best bud yelled at me. His banging habit on my door is so annoying sometimes.

" Shut up, Ashly" I snapped at him.  I don't want to get up from bed. I am too lazy to get up and make breakfast.

"Just you wait.  I will make you breakfast no more. Go hungry , who cares. I won't give two shit anymore. " He is so angry. I wonder what happened?

"What crawled up your Ass and Died?  Leave me alone to my sorrow and woe." I just want to vanish from this world.

"Go fuck your self! " Ash went away.

'Sigh' I am really ...... I wish I had someone right now to make me breakfast and then cuddle me in bed. I wrapped the cover tightly around me and fell asleep again only to dream about those fucker of ex's of mine. No peace in dream land either.

Fuck You all.

Fuck you world!!