I'm one of the few that decided to stay
And that makes me sad
Should I wait for their return?
Sometimes I have the impulse to join the military and leave everything behind.
But do I dare? Do I dare?
I'm the one that stayed, while others decided to leave or were forced to.
Do I want out? No, I want in.
I want to live and experience the same as them.
Foolish thought that keeps navigating on my mind.
Putting all my hopes on a promise that was never made.
Constantly wondering of what could've been of me if I didn't stay.
I saw a whole other future, I can't stop seeing it.
I can't leave... I can't stay.
It's comfy here in the old hopeless loneliness.
