OK , so there is the last chapter. It's really long chapter. Hope you enjoy it.
-M
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ARIA POV.
I wake up. Next to me sit Ezra and stared at me. His eyes are so beautiful.
"Hi." i said.
"Hey" he replied.
"So would you like to go somewhere?" he asked.
I kissed him on lips. "I would like to stay in bed all day with you."
I kiss him harder and push him on bed. He lay and I sit on top of him.
"Ok than we stay in bed" he said and we start kissing.
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And then i really wake up. I sit that fast that I almost fell on the floor. Everything around me was blushed. And then I realise that this was just dream. I'm not gonna be with him anymore because he is dead. I'm lying on his dead body. I started crying again. I lay down on his chest. His heart doesn't beat anymore.
Nurse come around and said to me that I have to leave. I stood up and I started to yell at her:
"No, I'm not going anywhere."
"I have to stay with him you can't separate us. Not again. I'm going to stay." I yelled and cried at the same time.
It hurt a lot. Not just my soul but my heart. I can't breath and my knees stop listen to me. I fall to nurses arms and start crying out loud. She trying to convence me that everything gonna be ok but we both know it's not. She take me to another room with bed and lay me on the bed. I sit down and take some stuff and throw it on the floor. I yelled so loud and the nurse came to me with injections. I don't want to let her give me that injections but she was stronger than me. She give me that into my left arm and hold me on bed. Last word that I heard was : " When you wake up, everything will be ok."
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"Ezra" i screamed and sit on the bed. I realise that I can't move with my arms. They really tied me to bed.
"Hey" i screamed at nurse. She came and I asked if she can let me go.
"No" she said and go to hall.
"Where is he " i yelled at her.
"His body is in morgue." she said.
"I'm so sorry."
"Let me see him on the last time please." I said and tears came in my eyes.
"I can't let you go sweetheart. Doctor said it."
"oh Okay, but you have to let me go to the toilets."i said.
"Yes, we have."
She came to bed and set me free. And then I went across the hall where were toilets. But I didn't went to toilets but I to morgue. The doctors are so stupid that they believed me.
I had to saw him again. I run upstairs and then I found it. I opened the doors. There were two silver desks and on one of them was body covered with white blanket. I take off the blanket and then I started shouting. I took some boxes with pills and threw it on the wall. I room everything that I found and break it or threw it. When I was done i sat down and just cry. And then doctor came in and saw the mess. He came to hall and called nurse and she gave me the injections again. This time I didn't fight back.
I heard voices. I heard they said: "Yeah , Aria Montgomery, she is here and we think you should take her in your cares. No she is out of her mind, she just lost her boyfriend. Yes, we drove her today. We think she is crazy. Okay, deal. Goodbye."
Everything was blushed. The drugs worked so long. Some doctor grab me and put me on runabout. He gave blanket around me. And drove me outside. I don't understand anything. Where did they take me? And why?
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When we arrived in front of the big building, I remember everything. And when I thought about Ezra it hurt a lot. But he is the only thing i can thought about.
And then I recognize the building. It was Radley sanatorium. My first thought was: No I can't get there.
But it's better than anything. You don't have to explane anything to anyone. They just lock you in room and give you pills. Noone really cares. So i let them took me in Radley and sign me in. They give me room and then they leave. For good. They lock me in this room, because they think I'm crazy. But I'm not. I'm just broken. And lost and I don't want to be found. It's easier "be crazy" then just admit that I loved him so much that I don't want to leave him. It's easier than go out and explain it to everyone. Here, I can be sad as long as I want to.
They gave me that long white shirt and some food. Like I can eat. I can't.
I sat in bed and stare at white wall. It's good sit there hide from the world. From everybody. It's good at all. Noone can hurt me more than him. He leave me here alone.
So now I'm here.
In Radley.
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Ok, so there is the final chapter.
I want to thank you guys that you read this crap.:) thank you soooooo much:) if you want an epilogue let ne know in comments and let me know if you like this story.
-M
