REMEMBERING AMNESIA

the goons

Ako nga pala si Benedict Unay, nah call me dicto labimpitong taong gulang, nasa karaniwan ang height, physically fit, not that lean medyo okey ang katawan, average looking pero astonishingly attractive. oo, I was given this not so beneficial feminine features, minsan nga napagkamalan pa akong tomboy eh.. kasihodang lalaki manamit pero babaeng mukha.

oo, alam ko na ang tinutukoy nyo. wag nyo na akong daanin sa bullying, pang aalipusta at chismis. yes im gay, discreetly I am. hindi man sa pagmamalaki, proud ako kahit ganito ako. look I can do whatever I wanted. simulat sapol, I was never dragged of whatever I wanna do. yes I was given freedom and right was bestowed not just by our dear motherland but also my parents.  dahil nga discreet ako, they didnt even notice who really I am in the inside.

so freedom was serve..

speaking of my parents, I was left with my father. my mother was in vulnerability upon giving birth. she suffered so much that time I was delivered to earth 17 years ago. cguro dahil sa daming dugong nawala sa kanya, di na nya nakayanan pang mabuhay.. I was then unaware when she was gone. and you know what it felt to have a single parent taking care of you? ang hirap kaya. Buti nlang lawyer ang daddy ko. Yun nga lang, ano bang silbi ng material things kung iba ang hinahanap mo. hindi mo man lang maranasang magka family day because in the first place you will never be family.

(grabe, dami kong emote)

balik tayo sa freedom, oo it was innate (makahuman rights eh)  pero freedom sa pagkatao ko wala. yun ang malaking balakid sa buhay ko ngayon.. paano ko sasabihin sa papa ko na ganito ako. na hindi babae ang gusto ng unico iho nla kundi lalaki rin.. gusto kong ipagsigawan sa mundo kung ano ang pagkatao ko.

I wanted to break free and spread my wings..

I wanted to live life na buo ang pagkatao at walang tinatago..

dahil nga sa wala akong tinatago, I havethis thing for a boy.. we met when I was in my second year highschool. classmates kami ni Bejeri,

he was the very opposite of me.  he was popular, I wasnt, he loves sports while im sickly, he loves to be drooled over, Im a bit shy and lastly he's stunning while im beautiful.. di man sa pagmamataas, I am all academics he was not.. he is someone not worth a stare. Grabe ka attention seeker nun. kala mo sino eh wala namang ibubuga..

Oo you heard it right,galiit ako sa kanya.. galitna galit.. and

Hell yes, we're in a hatred relationship. and that will never change..

over my gorgeous body!!!!