The butterfly was here yesterday and the day beffor that it told me that I was the reason I have no one that truly loves me. It told me to kill myself again its getting more and more I guess I could say difficult or something.No, you won’t. Never will be, you’ll just leave me when I need you the most. Like everyone else. No one stays, now stay away from me. But you’re right I will never be alone, I never was and never will be. The Butterfly is always with me and now I have to do what it tells me to do. I will never be free no matter how many meds I take, no matter how many people I talk to. Truly free no one can help me not even God at this point. I am lost and will never be found. I’ve gone to fare, it bine to long so long that I don’t even remember the last time I was really awake. And I will never be back.
