Ha I again met with my personal bully, Steve. My mom came home pregnant, abortion she said was the only option. God I hate my mom. Well anyway I got beat up, more slashes on my arm, my diets gotten worse, I can't eat anything! And if I do I HAVE to throw up, is that normal? Highly doubt it. So I met this girl...I don't know I have scars what girl would possibly like me? Her names Erica, she wore a Bring Me The Horizon today, I'm in love with her and her shirt, just kidding but seriously! I hope she's not like lesbo or something.... Well being a guy sucks in my opinin, is it ANY better being a girl? Probaby not...
Well she's beautiful, Erica I mean. She has dark brown hair, band shirts, converses, and a jacket. Is her wrists like mine? Hopefully not, she's so beautiful, she doesn't deserve that. Well I guess I have to go. Bye or whatever?

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A suicide's Journal
Teen FictionNo one knows. My mom, dad, sister, and brother don't know. I'm 17 years old and I'm what u call 'suicidal'.