A Million More Years (Liam Payne/One Direction Love Story/Fanfic)

Chapter 14(;

Today is the day of the funeral and I was not looking forward to it, Liam was by my side all morning, I got dressed (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=59026011) and went downstairs and sat on Liam' lap and laid my head on his chest

"Li, I'm not ready for this" I said depressed

"I know baby but we need too" He said kissing my forehead, when the rest of the boys were ready we headed out to the car and drove to the funeral home

As soon as we got out of the car the fans were already there, I love their fans but right now wasn't a good time, when we got inside and I say him lying in the casket tears filled my eyes and I buried my head in Liam' chest

When the ceremony started I was still crying but I listened, his mom was talking and I was looking at her as she cried

"Avery, would you like to say something?" She asked when she finished and I nodded

"Li, come with me, I can't do it alone" I whispered and Liam nodded and stood up with me and walked up taking the microphone

"Austin, was my best friend, he was loving and caring, he was always there for me through my abusive dad to bad boyfriends, he was the bestest friend I could ever ask for, I haven't stopped crying for five days and I probably won't stop for another week but I will never forget my best friend, I will always love him" I said crying and I looked at Liam

"Hello, I'm Liam Payne, Avery' boyfriend, Me and my friends came here with Avery to make sure Austin was okay but it turns out he wasn't, I only knew him for a few days but I could tell he was a amazing friend, he was very welcoming and friendly to my friends and I and I will miss him as much as everyone else" Liam finished and when the ceremony ended we left and headed to the hotel and started packing, I decided I wanted to go home, I need home.

I changed and laid down and Liam did the same and I cuddled up to him and thought about everything, I fell asleep crying and Liam was comforting me

**

The next morning when we woke up I got everything around and I decided to say goodbye to Austin

"Li, I need to go to the cemetary, I will be back in a half hour" I said

"I will go with you" Liam said and I shook my head

"Li, I will be back soon" I said pecking his lips and walking out and getting a cab to the cemetary, when I got there I found Austin's grave and sat down next to it and sat in silence for a few minutes letting the tears just come out when they slowed I began to talk

"Hello babe" I said inbetween sobs

"I wanted to come to say goodbye, I have to go back to England, I will be back to visit whenever I can, I miss you and always will, you are the best friend anyone could ask for, you have gotten me through so much and I wanted to say I love you, and Liam will miss you too" I said quietly

The wind picked up and I looked around and I saw a young boy walking toward me

"Hello love, are you alright?" He asked

"Yeah, just saying goodbye to my best friend" I said sadly

"I'm sorry for your loss, why are you saying goodbye?" He asked and I thought it was bit weird but I answered anyway

"I live in England with my boyfriend and his friends, and I have to go back, actually I think it's best if I go back" I explained

"Why is it best?" He asked

"Um.. Just because I don't belong here" I replied and he nodded

"Well i'm sorry about your friend" He said smiling and I gave him and weak one back

"I need to go" I said beginning to walk away

"Wait?" He yelled but I kept walking, I needed to go home, I need Liam

When I got to the hotel we all got our stuff in a cab and drove off the the airport.