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[I know I'm lazy right now with writing,, I got totally in this serie called supernatural,, So I'm slaking,, Sorry,, but anyway please enjoy,, vote comment, fan and do more,, love you all,,]
Blake's POV
Dinner was done and Roxas and I were having a drink. The twins passed out and he offered them a bed. Once I put them there I walked back to him and we looked out of the window.
"thanks for letting the twins sleep here" I said and placed a hand in my neck.
"No it was nothing. You are going to live here so, make yourself at home"" He said and waked over to the window.
We stayed silent. I still couldn't believe had find a job and a place to live. I mean, if you saw the place. It is amazing! And he had it all for himself. I somehow felt jealousy wash over me. Not in a bad way but in a good way somehow. It is hard to explain. Maybe it is because he was lucky and I am not. But there is nothing to do about it. Life keeps going and take things from you that you don't want to lose.
I stared at my glass on the table and was lost in my mind.
"Why so silence?" Roxas said and I snapped out of it. I looked at him and stood up. Once I stood next to him, I stared over the nightsky of the city.
"Well...." I let out a sigh. " I was just thinking. I mean, all he things that has happened the last years and...." I stopped and looked down. That was a bad thing to do. My head started started to spin and felt my knees starting to weak.
"Wow man, you okay?"
I nodded and walked back to the couch.
"I'm just a little scared of..."
"Heights?" He said and smiled. He walked over and took a seat next to me. "what did you wanted to say?"
"Well just how lucky your are. I mean, looked around you. This is amazing and is only something I can wish for and dream of. You have everything with you, money, fame, looks. I mean if I was a girl, I would have fallen for you." I said and looked at him. When I met his eyes, I felt a pang in my heart. I saw the hurt in his eyes. Why? He lowered his eyes and stared at his glass in his hand.
"My life may looked bright and pretty, but it isn't. It is true that I have luck with me, But only in the way of my family name. Everything out that, Is well.. just like yours. Bad luck. No matter how hard I try, things don't turn out like I want to. I left the house to escape my parents and to live with my...." And he looked down.
With his what? girlfriend? I looked at him in question.
"Boyfriend" he said in a soft voice and turned red.
I was shocked. He was gay? Well I didn't saw that coming. Not that I have something against them.
"So where is he now?" I said and looked at him.
"He left" He said and saw him swallow.
"sorry for asking" I said and looked at him. "How about a new round?" And I showed him my glass.
He spilled and nodded. I stood up and walked over to the kitchen and us a new drink. Once I was done, I looked around and saw the mess from our dinner. I took the glasses and walked back towards Roxas, who was passed out. The glasses I had in my hand, were now standing on the table and I tried to wake him up.
"Roxas? wake up." I said and shook him lightly on the shoulder.
"Hmmm" He mumbled and his eyes opened slightly.
I wrapped his arm around my neck and pulled him off the couch. While I dragged him half towards his bedroom, I noticed I was tired to. I opened his room and placed on the bed. Took of his cloth and pulled the covers over him. My eyes scanned the room again and was again amazed at his apartment. I walked over to the door and turned of his lights. Before I walked over to the couch, to crash there, I stopped and checked on my brothers. They we're sleeping as a dead ones and I walked to the couch. I shook up a pillow and as soon my head hit it, I was asleep.
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"should we wake him?"
"no you know how he is"
"I know that, stupid. But I want something to eat"
Sadly I knew these two morons, who tried to let me sleep. Well boys, mission failed. I felt someone poking my side. I knew who it was and waited a little bit more.
"Stop that he will get mad"
"No he won't. Look he is still sleeping"
One, two, three and I grabbed his hand. He let out a scream and started to hit me.
"Blake, you..." and I started to laught.
"Me what, Kay?"
"Nothing" He said and I let go of his hand.
I started to stretch myself and stood up. Checking the clock and saw that it was nine a.m. I walked over to the kitchen and started to clean the mess, before making breakfast. Half an hour later I was done and started to make some pancakes. The table was done and told the boys to a seat.
"Something smells good here" I headed behind me and tuned around.
"Good morning" I said and placed the last pancake on the plate. " sorry for using the kitchen without asking"
He looked a me and lifted an eyebrow. He shook his head while laughing and walked over to the table and took a seat next to Nao. I placed the plate with pancakes in front of them and told them too dig in.
"Does your brother always makes breakfast this good?" Roxas asked the twins.
"Yweah whe wose" Kay said with his mouth full and I smacked him this time on the back of his head.
"Manners" I say to him and gave him a look. "sorry about that, He is always like that"
"That's okay. And it good"Roxas said and I returned him a small smile.
Once we were done, Roxas showed the boys the bathroom and told them they could take their time. I heared them both yelling "Sweet" and "Awesome". I cleaned up further and spilled some cold coffee on my shirt.
"Shit!" I cursed and took if my shirt. Great, my good shirt to god. Why is luck never with me.
"What happened?" Roxas asked as he came in the kitchen and stopped.
"Nothing bad" I lied and turned around with my shirt in the air in front of me. "I just spilled some cold coffee on me" and I let my shirt drop. I met his face and saw him staring at me with a red face. At that moment I realized that I was standing here with a bare chest in front of a men who likes men.
I felt my face heating up and slapped myself mentally. Come on, Blake. It is not he likes you and were both guys so why do I feel embarrassed. I saw him blink and he looked away.
"Well you can borrow something from me, If you want?" he said.
"No it's okay. We will be leaving soon and be here back tomorrow morning so...." I said and pulled my shirt back in. The wet coffee spot sticked on my body. I started to clean the mess up and waited for Nao and Kay to come out the bathroom that we could leave towards home to get our stuff ready.
One hour later the twins came out and I grabbed my keys.
"Well I see you tomorrow morning then" I said and walked over to the door. The twins said bye and walked into the elevator. Before I could enter Roxas pulled me back and the doors were closing.
"What the fuck!?" I said and turned to look at him. "Why did you do that?"
"I wanted to thank you for bringing me to bed yesterday" He said and looked me in the eye.
Something inside was screaming about something but I ignored it. The way he looked at me made my inside scream.
"Sure no prob. Just doing my job" I said and told him goodbye. Once I was inside the elevator I looked at him nine more time before the doors closes.
Again my inside was screaming and felt lonely. What was going on?
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