Inside my Heart (KageHina)

Ch. 16 - Out of My Heart!! (Final)

A:N :
Sorry guys I think I made many of Hinata POV XD. Here another one.

Hinata POV:

Next day I woke up.. I found out that my pillow was all wet because of tears. I didn't sleep well I was just thinking about what happened while cursing him for doing that and myself for loving him. I refused going to school. But I needed to, i just wanted to face him and ask him for the last time to know the reason of cheating on me by the worse way ever.

I was on the way to school, not seeing him as always. Walking slowly dragging my bag behind me, repeating to myself the same words 'I don't love him anymore, he is such a dumbass, such a cheater, such a F*cker'
And that what was right ..

I reached to the school's gate, I looked around.. No results.. Not wanting to attend lessons.. I just stayed outside looking for them for hours, like a depressed one, with bad looks because of crying. And a messed hair because of all of this.. The bell rang.. It was lunch time. I ran as fast as I could to the cafeteria, being sure of that he was there, eating, he used to like food, no place better to find him.

I looked around again.. He just came in with her.. Holding each other hand just like I didn't even exist in this world.. They sat down. Starting eating and talking.. I walked towards them with heavy steps.. I felt like time stopped that moment.. The earth stopped turning. Sweat started following down my face.. Till I reached to the table they're sitting to. I tried to act calm and not to make a big deal about It..

"Kageyama! So you're here? Good I was searching for you around and luckily I found you here cuz I need to talk to you"

"Omg Hinata i missed you so much since I didn't see you Yesterday.. " I was just like a fool in front of him.. He stood up and hugged me.. I was about to cry but I tried to hold my tears and not to make anyone realize them. "So what do you want to say? You can talk here. I don't mind"

"I prefer to talk in privacy" I said.

"Hmm.. Okay" then he turned to her "Wait for me Hinata.. I'll get back fast" He winked for her and followed me outside.

"So what do you need sweetheart? Is it something that important? Talk fast you I missed you and I want some hugs from ya" He smiled.. What did he meant by that.. I slapped his face hardly

"Wait.. What have you done Hinata?" He Asked.. Acting foolish.

"Where Have you been yesterday..? Why didn't you get back home with me?" I saw fear in his eyes.. He was about to say some things and he tried lying
"Umm.. Oh Yeah I was looking for you everywhere.. So Nishinoya told me you went back home without telling me.. So at this point.. You're the mistaken one here" Yeah.. He lied again.. Noya-san would never lie in his life as Kageyama said..

"Enough of Lying!"

"What? What's wrong with you Shouyou?" He tried patting my shoulder but I punched his arm before he could do.

"What Shouyou?! I'm not even your friend to call me like that" My heart was full of anger.. Empty of love.. I couldn't believe any of his stupid words since I had saw everything.. Since I had a proof.. It was the first time I want to KILL someone.

"Wait.. I'm your boyfriend why you're treating me like th-"

"SHUT UP YOU ASSHOLE!! I'M NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND! NOT YOUR FRIEND! NOT YOUR TEAMMATE! I'M NOTHING TO YOU BUT A HUMAN! AND YOU'RE A HUMAN TOO!" I took him from his collar pushing him down.

"Wait What's wrong tell me I can help y-"

"HELP ME HUH? YOU WANT TO HELP ME. YOU WANT TO KNOW TOO HUH? OKAY.. FIRST, I WAITED FOR YOU JUST LIKE I WAS WAITING FOR MY LIFE TO END . SECOND, YOU LEFT ME AND YOU WENT BACK HOME. THIRD , YOU WEREN'T ALONE.. THAT B**CH WAS WALKING YOU HOME. FOURTH, YOU BOTH WERE KIDDING AND LAUGHING JUST LIKE I NEVER EXISTED. AND FINALLY. YOU BOTH KISSED. WHAT A STORY.. WHAT A HAPPY END YA KNOW?" I never resisted keeping this in my heart.. Letting it all out made calm down.

"Hey hey hey .. What're you talking about? I'm sure this was just a nightmare.. No more.. So calm down.. Any of what you said is right or real"
I took out my phone.. And I showed him that picture I took "So..? This is a nightmare huh? Great.. So This Pic is fake?! Tell me.. Tell me Kageyama.. What have you done?" I thew the phone at his face and I threw it again on the wall to break it.

"So.. You knew about it.."

"Kageyama.. Why You cheated on me.. Please be Honest for the last time.. Am I ugly? Am I sassy? Am I mean? Am I heartless? Am I selfish? Am I careless? Am i greedy? Tell me please.. What made you cheat on me?!"

"...."

"TELL ME!!"

"I'm .. I'm so sorry Hinata.. Give me a chance please"

"No chances.. Tell me.. JUST SPIT THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR STUPID MOUTH AND LET ME GO!"

"H-Hinata.. I'm so sorry.. I'll tell you the truth .. You know that Hinata-san is a ... R-rich girl.. I needed to be her boyfriend to make my life more better .. She told me that she can give me what I want if i became her boyfriend. So I agreed.. It wasn't a bad idea.. And I think I liked her for a bit.. I mean .. She is cute and you know.. I can't find someone better..  But if you want.. I can stay with you i'm sure that you want th-"

"ENOUGH! HOW DARE YOU TO SAY THIS TO ME!! SO ALL OF THIS WAS ABOUT YOUR GREEDY ASS TO BECOME RICH! AND PLUS YOU'RE SAYING THAT YOU CAN'T FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN HER? OKAY.. YOU'RE GREEDY, AND I'M NOT THAT RICH AS YOU LIKE.." I touched my head cuz I felt some pain in it as I started crying "Enough Kageyama.. I'm not a perfect person I .. I .. Understand.. Thanks for nothing.. "

"Don't cry Hinata"

"IT'S NOT YOUR BUSINESS IF I'M CRYING OR DYING OR ELSE. GO MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AS YOUR PERFECT GIRLFRIEND.. CUZ WOULD YOU EVEN CARE?!!" I shouted at him so everyone could hear me. I had too many feelings inside I wanted to release it and let it go out. To make feel better.. Nothing better than shouting and yelling.
"You know.. I had loved you so baaaaad.." I sounded just like a drunk man "I don't know if you did the same or not.. But I remember all those times I spent it with you.. I Remember everything.. But now.. It all faded with what you have done.."

"I'm sorry.. I'm feeling so guilty"

"Yeah.. Feel the guiltiness.. You're the worse person ever.. You never cared about my feelings.. You just said you loved me.. But what then? You loved someone else"

"I said i'm sorry .. What do you need more? I'm with her right now.. I love her okay.. "

"I know so.. OUT OF MY HEART KAGEYAMA! Right now! I don't have a place in my heart for ya now okay?"

"I understand.. Wish you good luck finding someone better" He said.. And he went back to the cafeteria.

My heart was all broken. It shattered into pieces.. There was no luck finding someone better.

That time.. I left Karasuno high school immediately forever.. I didn't want to see him again.. What a hard time it was.. Losing my boyfriend,  Leaving my school, losing my teammates too ..All this happened because a little girl came to our school.. She made my life a hell in a few days..

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