The Never Ending Story of Complaints

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Today my friends were comparing breast sizes and many other things. 

I on the other hand- as I was trying to escape from it- was eating a box of Cheez-It  and all of a sudden 

I felt like throwing it back up. 

I preach about Self love even though I am far from it. 

I emphasize on loving the things about one another when I myself destroy myself for each little thing.

from my face to my stomach and down to my feet. 

As I stand near my bathroom door, I am reminded of how I was in a worse spot than I am now. 

Back when I would eat to my heart's content but then strip it away. 

Back when all I would eat was school lunch or just a granola bar when I got home. 

and that would be it for days. 

then it would repeat. 

But being the stubborn person I am,

I don't listen and start the process again.