Well here I am making my first entry which I never thought I would, this is basically where I vent about certain things in my life that I feel bad about and shit, so prepare for all kinds of thoughts, and please no hate and please do vent if you want to.
"Nobody can fix me if I am part of the problem" ~ Hollywood Undead
Art Belongs To: No Idea, Tell Me Please
Talked to an old friend today made me realize how much of a fuckup I am, I treated her like shit by calling her names cuz I was feeling really sad and depressed about something, I read our old messages and I saw what I did to make her hate me. A good friend I used to have started hating me cuz I always tried to prove her wrong and shit. I got depressed and told her I am sorry, she forgave me but I still felt broken inside, I need some clearance of my mind nowadays and don't know how I can cope with it all. I am stuck in my mind, in a spiral of thoughts that never ends, I am stuck in a tightening gyre that is neverending, I am stuck in this hollow shell called a body that lost it's meaning a long time ago, I wish I could escape my thoughts but it does not want to let me go it seems. It is always telling me shit that makes me feel all bummed up over small things. I hope I can soon escape this maze of messy thoughts that fills my mind until I lose it... And finally start to find and feel like myself again...
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In my thoughts
Non-FictionWarning! All books published are Copyright. This is my thoughts about things in life. Do not steal and claim it's yours please Cover belongs to: (don't know, tell me in comments) This is just a book about what I am thinking off. Warning for pretty d...
