Cyn
I was reluctant to go on this trip. JuJu initiated a trip to Costa Rica and Mona thought it was a good idea and offered to pay for the trip. So people who were originally going to turn it down, were now going.
Joey and I haven't been seeing eye to eye. There's just soooo much shit going on! That show doesn't even explain the half! We've been arguing nonstop since signing up to do Love and Hip Hop. He's been acting like a complete asshole as if I don't contribute to our household. Hell, just a few years ago, I was the one paying all the bills. He's just started popping again.
There's also the issue of Erica. Since E and Safaree's ass have gotten together, Joey has been acting out. He's been giving me the side eye whenever Safaree even comes around. Erica and I haven't had any personal contact but we have run into them out in public. They were at Remy's baby shower so I had to keep it cute. But I must admit, she has been looking really good lately.
Don't get me wrong, I've always been attracted to Erica. She turns me on like nobody's business. But that mouth is crazy! When she goes to snapping, we clash and it's not good. But just remembering the sex...
I gotta get my mind right. Joe has been slacking in the bedroom department and since having Lex, my hormones still haven't returned to normal. So that with the lack of sex has been playing with my head. But back to this trip.
So JuJu texted me and Kimbella, saying that Safaree was coming. I was shocked because I know they had some underlying issues that they never resolved. But leave it to Mona to make sure she gets some material. I found it odd that Safaree would be going on a couples trip and not bring who he's dealing with. Sure Yandy is coming but... she has an excuse not to bring her man.
Joey told me he'd asked Safaree if he was bringing Erica. At first I was like why. You shouldn't care about what somebody else got going on when your situation is in shit's creek. But then, with these feelings I've been having, I kinda wanted to know myself. Just a little heads up so I can prepare myself and I can keep my hormones in check.
He told him no so that's a weight lifted off my shoulders. I don't need that temptation. Cause right now, I'd be all over her high-yellow, big-eared ass. This trip is just what Joey and I need.
Erica
Safaree asked me to go to Costa Rica with him but I told him that if I went, I don't want to be around the rest of the cast. Mona and I already spoke and we have an understanding. I'm trying to turn over a new leaf and the show is just not apart of that. Plus, I'd need a hell of a lot more money that they're offering.
I posed for the pictures at my newest shoot. I'm doing a promotional shoot for a new movie that I'll be in. It's outside of anything I've done before. I'll be playing a lawyer. I'm so excited! After wrapping up, I called Albee and we made plans to go to lunch.
My phone dinged and Safaree sent me a message talking about Mona. He said she wanted to talk me into making an appearance and I told him no. I honestly get a confidence boost that sis wants me on the show that bad. But they aren't ready for what I got to offer.
Especially bitch ass Joe. He had the audacity to try and check me about his baby mama. If I wanted Cyn, I could have her. Point, blank, period. And I'll be honest, the baby weight got her looking real tasty. I've always loved Cyn's body. It's absolutely banging. And the sex... ooohhh, shit! Let me stop thinking about this man's woman.
Joe
Cyn and I have been getting into it a lot lately and honestly, I don't know how to fix it. Cyn's main argument is me not spending time with her or showing her any attention, but I'm riding a wave right now. With my podcast and the show, I just don't have much to give. Someone has to pay for this house.
