Megumi's POV
Halos isang taon ko siyang minahal. The Sasha Dacanay who made me feel special. But this day came where she just simply said:
"Good bye meg. Thanks." She said and walked away.
I was devastated. The thought of her out of my life makes me cry. But then there's this guy who came into my life and built me up again.
His name was Gian Eric Gabuya. One of my classmates at COCC training. He made me smile again. He was the reason of my happiness. I was lucky to have him.
Until when this day came. I saw him talking to Alex.
"Ano to?" I showed him his phone.
"Ano?"
"Wag mo akong gawing tanga gian!" I shouted at him and he just looked at me, trying to think for something to say.
"Tell me Gian, tell me bakit mo to ginawa?!" I cried.
He stayed silent and just stared at me like I was nothing to him. He tried to wipe the tears away from my face but I threw his hand away.
"Sorry, ganun talaga ako marupok ako eh." sabi niya and he walked away leaving me there, crying my heart out because he cheated on me.
Was I never enough for him? I loved him with my all and he's just gonna cheat on me? With some kid?!
"Hey." Someone went to me pero di ko siya tinignan.
"Anong nangyare sayo? Bakit ka umiiyak?" she sounds like a girl.
I looked up and saw someone. She looks nice and has a smile on her face. She picked me up and wiped my tears.
"I'm Naomi, you are?"
"Meg."
"What's a girl like you doing here crying?" she asked and we walked together.
"Wala,"
"Come on, you can trust me." She held my hand.
"My boyfriend, he cheated." I sniffed.
"Napakagago naman. Yung tulad mo, dapat hindi sinasaktan." she said.
We talked for a few days, even played ROS with her. She was the light of my dark self. Later on, she and I somehow become a thing. I love her, I forgot Gian well, who cares about him?
Naomi, she became odd recently. She has been cold. Then there was this day where she stopped replying. I still talked to her hoping for a reply but none. Is she ghosting me? Did she found someone better? Days passed by and I still kept on chatting her but I saw something, something that broke me.
She was happy, with someone and that someone wasn't me. They looked happy togeteher. I stared at it, thinking why will she do this? Leaving me without a trace and now finding out she has someone new?
What the hell Naomi! I thought she was the one who will build me up again but I guess I was wrong. Damn.
"Maam good day maam!" a cadet of mine greeted me. I turned around and saw Dezsa.
"Good day! Kamusta CAT?" I asked her.
"Okay lang maam, medyo mahirap pero kakayanin naman!" she cheerfully said.
She was memorable, a someone who will make your day better. Despite of the problems she was going through, she never failed to cheer someone up.
Everyday, I talk to her and you could see the smile on my face. I love her very much. She was everyone's friend because who wouldn't?
Friday came by and Sir Bernie was lecturing my cadets. I stood beside Mai and beside Mai was Dezsa.
"Alam mo ba kung bakit walang role si Dezsa sa El Fili namin pre?" Mai told me.
"Why?" I asked her.
"Aalis siya somewhere February ore papunta US diba dezsa?" Mai smiled to Dezsa.
Aalis? Dezsa aalis?! What the hell?!
I felt myself na nawalang gana at that moment. My favorite person, the person that I love is aalis and papuntang US na?!
"For good ka na dun diba?" Mai said to her.
After the lecture, I'm still speechless about Dezsa leaving the country. Later that night, we talked about stuff. Also, I asked her about leaving. She said it was her choice so she could be with her mom who has a family there.
I have no choice but to accept the fact that my favorite person will leave so I guess I just have to make the best out of it.
One day, I saw Sasha and I was with Mai and Telo. Niyaya niya kami pumunta sa bahay nila Dezsa before siya umalis. We went there and saw her in a white top and black pants wearing her CAT belt.
Ghad no.
I talked to her, saying my final words before she leaves. When it was time to say our good byes, I hugged her real tight and I can't help myself but cry of the thought of her leaving.
"Bye maam, see you in 6 years." She smiled.
"Bye Santillan, I'll be looking forward to see you in 6 years." I smiled and they left.
I was happy for her. She will finally be with her mom again. Then, I aaw thia pretty girl. She was gonna be one of my cadets but she backed out.
"Hi." I greeted her.
"Hi meg." She said.
I always sat down next to them, spending my time talking to her and her friends. Man, I love staring at her. She was in 8th grade and is not really that innocent at all. I fell for her.
Yes, I fell for her. Yes, I love her.
She was straight though. I talked to her everyday and everynight. She was the best. She IS the best. Although marami akong kaagaw sa kanya, I make sure na they won't hurt her in any way. Protecting the person you love is a yes and should be a yes.
We were sweet. She also fell for me although she's still confused about it.
Sportsfest came and I saw Aleck and her na magkasama. Pinopormahan ni Aleck si Krishna for the wrong reason. Kinausap ko siya to make things clear. After that, Iggy talked to me saying he has feelings for her knowing I like her. I told him it's okay knowing I wanted to move on from Krishna.
The people I loved taught me things but the one thing they all have in common is the heartbreaks they all gave me despite the fact that I loved them with all my heart. It's a cycle. After getting hurt, someone comes and hurt me again and leave.
Thankfully, I have my friends by my side to always cheer me up. Parang kapatid ko na rin sila na malakas mangasar pero nandiyan lagi sa tabi ko.
"Hi! I'm-"
Shit ang gwapo. Puta nababae ako.
Self, please wag marupok. The person likes someone else.
