It was already 3am and you still couldn't sleep, you couldn't get Chan off your mind... ugh just get outta my head already, I just wanna sleep... you were worried, you felt like everything was your fault, then you got a text, multiple actually.
Texts
Chan : hey
Chan : you might be sleeping
Chan : but I just want to apologize for earlier
Chan : I know you just wanted to talk
Chan : I was just mad at myself at the time
Chan : I'm sorry I took it out on you
Chan : you didn't deserve it... when you can, can you meet me at the park next to my place tomorrow at 11 am?
Chan : I'll stop spamming and let you sleep
End of Texts
You read the texts as a smile appeared on your face... he must be insane, he doesn't have to apologize, I mean after all, I left him without letting him explain he didn't deserve that, what a silly boy, I love him... you opened his messages and decided to respond.
Texts
Y/N : hey Channie... I'm not sleeping, but no need to apologize. I was the one who left without letting you explain to me, I'm the one that should be sorry, and get some rest please
Chan : aww, but it's partly my fault too, I should've told you about Jisung... let's just both accept each others apologies okay? and do you want to call? I can't sleep, maybe I can sleep while you're kind of with me
Y/N : yes of course :))
End of Texts
You guys called and you talked for a little and said goodnight, as soon as you knew it, Chan was fast asleep. Since his camera was towards his face you got to see him sleeping, he looked so sweet and peaceful. You wished you were next to him, cuddling him, being in his embrace, you wished you were his, but you knew that would never happen. You smiled, said goodnight softly so you wouldn't wake him, and you went to sleep smiling.
Morning
It was morning and you woke up still on the call with Chan, he was sound asleep, but you didn't want to wake him while you got ready so you hung up. You got out of bed, charged your phone and got your stuff ready for the day. You cleaned your room and took a shower and once you got out you smelt food downstairs and you smiled. You gathered your things for the day and you decided to visit Felix as well so you took his hoodie with you.
You went downstairs and saw the blanket and pillow folded on the couch and you saw Jisung in the kitchen. "Ji you're up already" you said sitting down at the table, he turned finishing up the cooking "yep, I wanted to make you breakfast since you let me sleep over last night" he said being really smiley. He set up the plates and the food was unbelievably good. You were happy, you knew today would be a good day.
You both finished eating and you asked Jisung to take you to see Felix, he said it was fine so you both grabbed your things and headed out. He took you to Felix's house and got out "I'll call you later, I have things to do today haha" Jisung said as you got out, you shut the door and leaned on the car "alright, see ya Ji" you said as you walked away. You heard him drive away and you walked up to the door.
"LEE FELIX WAKE UP ITS 9AM" you said knocking loudly on his door. You could hear him groan so you chuckled.... gasp, he did not just groan at the sound of my voice... you said sarcastically in your head.
He got to the door and saw you standing there with crossed arms. "You heard me" he said in a low tone, attractive but weirdoooo "yes, next time don't groan so loud, idiot" you said to him annoyed, he laughed "come inside, I'll make some breakfast" "alrighty" you said going inside.
"Lixie, who is it" a familiar voice said coming from Felix's room, you turned and looked at a Felix with a face saying that he got caught. You wanted to laugh but held it in "ERIC GET YOUR BUTT IN HERE" you yelled from the living room. Felix puts his hand on his head in embarrassment.
Eric soon walked out wearing Felix's hoodie. You let out your laugh... these two really, oh Felix... "what now y/n" Felix said embarrassed, you sat down "you're back together with Eric hmm" you said glancing at Eric, Felix looked at him with a grin "y-yeah... him and I are back again" he said softly, you playfully rolled your eyes handing Felix his hoodie.
You all sat down and talked about random things. Felix brought up Chan after you guys finished... oh no oh no oh no, I'm gonna be late... "F-Felix I-I have to go I have somewhere to go and I cant be late, love you both and I'm happy for you guys" you said getting your stuff, kissing their cheeks, and heading out.
You took a cab to the park and you saw Chan there laying down. He was asleep with his arms spread out. You walked over to him and sat down. You used your ring finger to move the hair that was in his face, you smiled... man the amount of hope and courage I have to make him mine is insane, I love him so much and I'm not gonna give up easily... this was nice. Seeing him sleep peacefully.
A couple minutes later you were looking at the sky and felt a hand touch yours, you looked down at a smiling Chan holding your hand. You smiled at him "I missed you" you said as you let out a little sigh, he put his other hand on your face "it's been like one day, but okay... I miss you too" he said with a soft smile.
He sat up and intertwined your hands together. You looked at him confused and he just smiled. "Us" he said softly, you looked at him "what...what are you talking about... stop joking Chan" you said seriously, "y/n... let's date, secretly, let's go on dates, let's be together, you & me... let's be more than friends... what do you think?" he said as he looked in your eyes, you let go of his hand. You had to think.
A while passed and you played with your fingers and talked in a very soft tone, "so... if we date, it'd be a secret... no one would know, just us?" you said refusing to smile, he took your hand and put in between both of his "just us" he said pulling you to him. You were happy. You both were. The sun was bright, the weather was good, you were with your favorite person... and your wish came true. It was perfect.
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A/N : that's the end of this part !!! should I publish the secret dates and the hangouts they had together? if Jisung find out will he be jealous? what do you want to see in the next part ??? leave comments ♡ see you guys during summer, I love you all 💛
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Fanfiction× after moving to Australia you were reminded of Stray Kids. When you went to get air a stranger sat next to you and left, when he left you realized it was Chan. Seeing him made you want to find the other members and bring then back together, but ho...
