In your life you find one person. One person you can really talk to. Someone who you can tell anything to. They actually understand YOU.
Then they are gone.
Now you have no one. No one to turn to. No one to understand you. So you turn to yourself. You hold on your emotions because there is no where else to put them. They fester up in you until there is no where for them to GO.
Then you are gone.
Your emotions come out but not how they should. They come out of a hole you shouldn't have. The thought of you fades in everyone's mind and now the only part of you left is sitting at your HOME.