The Melancholy Mind

Chapter 3

Savannah's P.O.V.

I can't believe someone like Sam is actually taking interest in my pathetic life. He is a musician with a good amount of following, he truly cares and it shows.

Sam's P.O.V.

I couldn't fathom having a life like that, scared of getting out of bed. The fear of being beaten, sexually assaulted, or worse. She is taking care of her siblings basically raising her youngest. She is a sixteen-year-old girl she doesn't deserve to go through this at sixteen-years-old you should be chasing you dreams, not raising a child. I thought to myself as I scrolled through her Instagram feed, I noticed a few videos. I decided I would watch a few, I clicked the video and turned my volume up. To my surprise she was singing, it was angelic she has an amazing voice. Not to mention she was absolutely stunning, the sun would be jealous of her radiant glow. She was beautiful, talented, she was stuck in a bad situation, and trapped in her melancholy mind.

Buzz Buzz my phone vibrated noticing the boys where active.

Group Chat

@devinhayes: Friday Is Going to be Fire, Aimee said it's cool if we have a small launch party.
@dawsonthuckabee: A party? I am so down. I am going to invite some friends if that's cool.
@andrewbloomexp: Oh That sounds cool, Daws no girls your too young for that.
@dawsonthuckabee: Hey I can't help it the girls all just attached to me.

I Laughed, I launch party cool I wish I could invite Savannah but I know she is busy taking care of Luke. I wish I could get to know her better she is fascinating.

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Savannah's P.O.V.
Time skip 7:30 pm

I finally finished up Luke and Brody's dinner they wanted steak, I am vegan so I tend to only eat once a day and it's usually only a salad. I have bulimia that's all I really can hold down. I start washing the dishes from the day until I hear Gary drunk as can be stumbling in yelling that he is hungry. I made a plate for you it's Steak and veggies, I said he immediately threw the plate on the ground. The glass shattered everywhere, he screamed I DON'T WANT STEAK and hit me until I fell into the shattered glass. Clean it up you whore he yelled before stumbling off to bed. I picked up the pieces of shattered glass of the floor before realizing I had shards of glass dug deep into my skin. Carefully removing all the pieces I thought for a moment before grabbing a slightly larger glass shard and running it across my wrist and thighs. As the blood starts gushing out of my body I start texting my friends

Group Chat.

@Savannahross: Okay I did something stupid, you can't be mad I just want you all to know I love you. But sometimes life ends too soon sometimes by choice I want to be happy and I realized I'll never be happy here.

@Ontheoutsidefacts: What did you do Sav, we can help you.

@Loveindawson: No No no no no no no you can't die Brody and Luke need you. Maddie and I still need to meet you.

@Savannahross: I slit my wrists I am already starting to black out it's too late it's time for me to be united with god.

@ontheoutsidefacts: you can't die we need you to live Gary is going to start beating Luke if you die, Luke won't have his “Mommy” Brody won't have his big sissy. You Guys already lost Jocelynn they can't lose you too.

I quickly start to freak out realizing if I die Brody and Luke will have no one I run out to the car and drive to the ER. As I enter the ER I slowly start to black out. I managed to send my best friend Asher a text that told him I attempted suicide and I was in the hospital he need to be there soon as possible. With that I blacked out, hearing the nurse yelling and a doctor yell code red.

Sam's  P.O.V.

Buzz Buzz Buzz Buzz Buzz Buzz Buzz
My phone started to blow up.
In the matter of ten minutes I have had twelve DM's and eight tagged in photos.

Private Chat

@ontheoutsidefacts: SAM, is Savannah she slit her wrist she said goodbye to us all. She isn't responding to anyone or looking at any texts.
@Samueldjenkins: Woah try calling her, text her, spam her. She needs to be okay.  I need her to be okay
@ontheoutsidefacts: Same we are super close.

Recent photos you have been tagged in
@Asher.da.boi tagged you in a photo
@ontheoutside tagged you in a photo
@dawsonslove tagged you in a photo
@sam.jenkins._ tagged you in a photo
I read all the posts the one that caught my eye was a photo of Sav in a hospital bed with tubes and machines connected to what looked like her lifeless body.
The hashtag#prayforSav was used without hesitation I sent the post to all my chats and group chats and even on my Instagram story with the hashtag. I needed her to be okay, I know I need her in my life, she is going to be the key to all good.

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I might post another chapter tonight but I am not sure also I am going to make a Instagram so I can post about OTO, WDW, and IRL.