She woke up by a passing couple screaming to each other. Great, let another miserable day begin. She thought. She got up from her usual spot, and rubbed her forehead. She really didn't want to get up because after weeks, she finally had a good dream instead of an horrible nightmare. It was about the time that she was very happy. But that seems so long ago. Today was her anniversary, she was homeless for 3 years today. But she obviously couldn't know that because she doesn't even know the date and time of this day. For 3 years she has been sleeping with random people. And she still cant get over the fact that she has to do that only because she trusted a boy. Her boyfriend actually. She still is furious at him. She was so in love with him, and he just betrayed her and broke her heart. Tears started welling up in her eyes at the thought of him. She quickly wiped her tears away, ashamed that she still cries over him.
She eventually stands up and gains her balance. She doesn't know if it is morning or evening. But it is cold as hell. Its early November but its already really cold outside. especially if you're only wearing a hoodie and some old sweats. She needs to clean up a bit after crying herself to sleep. which is almost every night. She slowly walks over to a public toilet with a mirror. She's always terrified to see herself again. Everyday she looks even more horrible than the day before. She pulls her hair up in a ponytail to look a bit better. She walks over to the sink and splash water in her face to look a little more woken up and fresh. She doesn't wear any make-up because she obviously cant afford it. So she just have to deal with her horrible looking face. She doesn't think she is ugly, but the fact that she doesn't have anything makes her thinks she looks horrible. She pulls of her hoodie and sweatpants, making her stand in only her underwear.
She walks out of the public toilet and ignores all the bad looks she gets from people while she walks to an open parking lot. She always goes there because the guys that park there are always looking for a girl to fuck. She takes a big breath when she sees a car driving her way. The car stops in front of her and the man in the car slowly pulls his window down."hey beauty whatcha doing here on your own?" She walks closer to the car and leans down showing a bit more of her breasts. "You know i am good in bed" she says. "I bed you are, what do you think about this: i will take you to my place and i can test if you really are good in bed. Okay?" "you have any money?" she asks. "of course babe, i will give you the money after we fucked." she sighs and gets in the car. "whats your name babe?" the man asks. "Cara, yours?" "Devin." The rest of the ride is quiet. Devin slowly puts his hand on her thigh making her even more uncomfortable than she already was. She looks out the window, trying not to think about whats going to happen. She sees in the corner of her eyes that Devin is looking at her. "what?" she asks him. "nothing, just wondering how a pretty girl like you ended up as a whore." she takes in a sharp breath at the use of the word whore. "i made a mistake, a huge mistake ."she answers. "May I know what kind of mistake you made?" "I trusted a boy when i was younger." "What did he do?" Devin asks. "He... he..." "Its okay you don't have to tell me if you don't want to." "No, i-its okay." she says weakly. She takes in a deep breath. "That boy was my boyfriend, I loved him with all my heart and I thought he loved me too. One day he suggested to run away with me, so it would only be the two of us. So i ran away with him and after a week we were at a motel. I fell asleep in his arms. But when I woke up the next day he was nowhere to be seen. His things were packed and he had taken all the money we had together. I knew that i was in trouble, because without any money i couldn't go anywhere. When I ran away my parents called my cellphone to say that if I need help they wouldn't help me. So i was on my own. After 2 weeks i was alone without money, i tried to talk with my parents and family but they ignored me. I didn't have any friends because of my boyfriend. I lost them when I was in a long term relationship with him. Ever since then I have had a horrible life." She finished, surprisingly without any tears. he remained silent. After about three minutes he finally spoke. "You re a very strong girl, Cara." "thanks, i guess." She thinks that Devin is a really nice guy. So she isn't very nervous to sleep with him anymore. "We're here." Devin says after a few minutes. They both get out of the car and walk towards the house. Devin puts an arm around her waist and lead her up to the front door. "please be quiet, because i don't live her alone." "What do you mean?" Cara asks curiously. "I live here with six of my best friends. You don't think I live in this huge place all by myself?." Devin says rather quickly. And just then Cara looks around and notice the huge house "Come on, lets go upstairs before someone notice us." Cara just nods. "This way." Devin shows Cara the way to his room. When they get in his room, he quickly closes the door and locks it. Devin just stands there looking Cara up and down. Cara doesn't notice, because she is to busy taking in the huge room. "Its so beautiful." Cara whispers. "Just like you." Devin mumbles. "What?" Cara asks "Nothing." Cara turns around and looks at Devin who is still looking at her. She just stands there a little awkward when she notice that Devin already has a boner. He slowly walks towards her with hungry eyes. Cara just takes a few steps away from him until she hits the wall. Devin approaches her and slams her harder into the wall. "You're so god damn beautiful Cara." He whispers in her ear. Before she could even response he forces his lips on hers. They move in sync when Devin licks her bottom lip asking for entrance. She lets him in. Actually enjoying his taste. He tastes like cinnamon which is one of her favorite flavours. He picks her up lays her on his bed. "You wont walk straight after this." He says smirking.
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