Why does it hurt to love you?(Dabi x Reader Lemon)

Part 1

I had awaken to the slight sound of traffic outside my window. I had left it jar the night before ; I still had a good two hours before I really had to get up so i tryed to focus on the light breeze coming from the window .

Yes..The breeze ,The summer birds and the snoring I heard next to my ear..Wait..Snorning?.

I carefully llifted my head from my pillow and turned my body to see a dark haired male with purple scars covering most of his face.

Oh, Right.

He's Back .

I honestly coundn't tell you what my relationship with him was. Hell I didn't even know myself. He had a habit of showing up at my apartment unannounced. We would tend to end up in eachother embrass at the end of the night one way or another even though we both hated eachothers guts.

On the rare occasion I woke up before him it would be a akward send off where we would try our best to avoid eachother like the plague until he left and I didn't see him again for a few months. Until he cames back and the cycle repeats itself.

This was one of those rare occasions's .

I got up carefully and went into the bathroom . A few seconds after i walked into the bathroom I saw him walk past me and into the living room to put on his shoes .

I knew it was a very bad idea but...

"Your leaving?".

"What?" he snorts "You dont want me to?".

"Forget about it. Don't you have somewhere to be?".

He hums to himself while rolling his neck back and forth trying to shack off the trance of sleep .

"Yep".

It kind of stings that he only sees me worthy of a one word answer.

"Well.." My tongue hurts until I realise i had been biting down on it. "Then get going then" I cross my arms and lean against the kitchen door trying to give off the impression that I want him gone but in my mind am screaming for him not to go .

"DAMMIT" I say to myself i told myself I wasn't going to get attatched to him.

His eyebrow props up and he give me almost a sadistic smile that stabs me right in the chest .

"Your impatient , Aren't you? ; Are you waiting for someone else after I leave".

Never.

"That's none of your business".

I hate the way he enthrolls me with his gaze then just up and leaves seeming to forget about me Full knowing am in way to deep to forget about him..I wonder if he ever feels guilty for it, I doubt he feels anything other then sexaul desire towards me. Witch is honestly worse then nothing at all

"Hey your right" he shrugs.

"Its really none of my business even if its with that birdbrain" he add , there is a slight hint of jealousy in his voice but only slight.

"When does your next assignment end?" a huge mistake .

"Why?" that one word feels like a daggar stabbing you in the heart as he flashes me other one of his cruel smiles. "Am not even gone and you already miss me? ; I thought we waren't going to get attached to one another". Dammit he can see through me like a rubber ruler.

"You make it impossible to be nice to you" .My fangs start to come out as I like every single day of my life wonder why i had to fall for HIM of all people.

"And you make it way to easy to get a reaction out of you!" he screemed at me.

I absolutly could't take it anymore.

I was at my limit .

My intincts took over as I bolted towards him .

He took on a fighting stance ; he probably thought I was going to attack him but I run up wrapped my arms around his neck and slammed my lips onto his .

He recolded back I was glad that I surprised him. But I was sure the kiss of my loved one would't last long as he pushed me off.

...But that moment never came. After a few seconds he started to kiss back. Wrapping my legs around him and held my back for support. He moved us to the nearest wall and pinned me to it while he started to attack my neck .

Since he already knew where all my my weak spots were he started to viciously bite , kiss , and suck everywhere he know would make me moan.

It did. I was a moaning mess in his arms. He went back to my lips as he moved us back into my bedroom .

He practically throw me onto my bed and quickly climbed on top of me.

This time however pulling my tank top and sports bra off my body and taking one bud in his mouth and the other in his hand.

He roughly sucked and bit on my left nipple until switching to the right .

"Ahh~!" I had been with men before ,but none of them ever made me feel like he did.

He let out a almost animalistic growl witch sent shiver down my spine I've dreamed about this for so long until-

"STOP!" he yelled as he looked me in the face I was so shocked and startled while he looked down at me with a cold dead stare. I could almost see a tiny bit of remorse but am sure that was my imagination. almost as quickly as we started he hopped off of me and ran for the door .

I didn't even try to stop him .

I heard the door slam so hard it made the whole apartment shake.

I just layed there missing the warmth of his touch that occupied my body just seconds ago.

I don't know how long I stayed there for but at one point tears started flowing.

tears turning into balling.

and balling turned into a full metal breakdown. Am sure the whole neighborhood heard my sobs

I told myself I would never cry for him but so my of those promises were broken today alone that I could care less.

even if I wanted to stop crying. My body wouldn't let me.

I fall asleep hoping that today was a horrible dream , that he could be right next to me and I could just start the day over again .

when I woke up he was still no ware to be found .

and I had a feeling...

that he wouldn't he returning in a few months either.