Thursday 10:20 pm
Tonight was like every night. I got in my pajama shorts and tank top. I watched tv and got comfortable on the couch. Until....a sudden knock on my door made me jump.
I wasn't expecting anyone over. I cautiously looked out the window. I sighed in relief.
It was Connor, my co worker at the Detroit police department. I opened the door.
"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked.
"You forgot some documents at the station. I thought I'd return it just in case." He said.
"Oh okay just um place them down on my table." I said.
Having Connor inside my house made me feel somewhat anxious. I must admit, i have daydreamed about him before. It was so hard not to. He was the perfect human after all. I had a strong desire for him to be with me....sexually.
He placed the documents on my kitchen table.
While he was doing that, i was grabbing a cup of water. Once I poured the water into my cup I turned around. To my surprise he was right behind me. I spilled my water all over his jacket and shirt.
His shirt sticked to his perfect chest, showing his abs.
"I um...I'm really sorry!" I said panicked.
"It's okay, i can order a new jacket and shirt. I just can't go out in this." He said.
I knew it was wrong to want him. He was a machine after all, he wasn't a deviant. Meaning he could never possibly feel the way i felt about him.
"What do you want me to do exactly?" I said.
"Do you have anything that could possibly fit me?"
I remembered that i had a really baggy black shirt in my closet. It was too big for me anyway so I offered it to him.
"Yes i have something..." i said nervously.
"I also need a towel to dry myself. Where is your washroom?"
"It's um down the hall right there."
I pointed to the direction.
"Thank you." He said very innocently.
My mind was going crazy, I've been thinking about him since the time first time i saw him.
I wanted to feel his body against mine.
I went to my room to grab the shirt i was talking about. I squat down grabbing the shirt from the bottom of my closet. Connor is standing by the bedroom door. He doesn't have a jacket or shirt on. He's drying himself with my white towel.
"I....um...here's the shirt." I stuttered.
"Your heart rate is racing. Is everything lieutenant?" He asked this with concern in his voice.
"I'm fine......it's just....." I couldn't get a sentence out.
"Just what?" He asked.
He looked deeply into my eyes. I looked at his beautiful brown eyes. We made eye contact for a second. I nervously looked down at the floor.
"I just um never seen you shirtless so i guess it's-" he stopped me mid sentence.
"Is there something wrong with my bare chest?" He asked innocently.
"Oh no, not at all." I said boldly.
I've been wanting him for so long, I tried getting ahold of myself. Stop being anxious, this is what you want! I tried telling myself in my mind.
"Is it distracting?" He asked.
"Yes....but in a good way." I said.
"I don't understand? I'm not completely dry but do you want me to put a shirt on for your sake?" He asked this very innocently.
I started to doubt myself. This isn't going to work, he's a machine. Why would he feel the desire to be intimate with me? Knowing this i still tried to get a reaction out of him.
"May i help you dry off?" I said with confidence in my voice.
"If it's comfortable for you then yes please." He said.
He gave me the towel then I got closer to him. I started drying off his perfect chest.
I felt my whole body heat up. I never wanted something so badly.
"Are you okay lieutenant?" He asked this because he had been analyzing me the whole time. I looked at him. We made eye contact once again. This time I didn't look away.
"I'm good, just a little nervous because your body is............perfect." I said this quietly.
"Perfect? Thank....thank you lieutenant." He said. I felt my heart pounding. I noticed that the seemingly empty android started blushing.
His cheeks were blue instead of pink. I began to blush as well and continued drying him off.
Only this time i did it more seductively. I heard his fans turn on. He was overheating.
Is this the time? Is this the time that i get everything I always desired for?
THIS PART GETS SMUTTY!!! IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH INAPPROPRIATE ACTIONS DO NOT READ ANY FARTHER.
I worked my way down to drying his waist.
He suddenly grabbed the towel out my hands.
"Lieutenant?" He asked.
"Yes Connor?"
"I........i want to feel." He said shyly.
I was shocked, had he actually become deviant?
"Feel what?" I asked knowing exactly what he meant.
"Kiss me." He asked with shyness in his voice.
I didn't say anything more. I gently kissed his perfect lips. He kissed me back.
I pulled away and smiled at him.
His LED turned yellow. He was processing what had just happened.
"Connor?...." I asked.
"I......i......I think i need to go."
"Oh......here let me get your shirt."
I looked down at the shirt i was going to give him. I went down and grabbed it off the floor.
I really didn't want to give it to him, i knew if i did this, he would leave and this might never happen again.
"Why? Did i do something wrong?......" i asked with concern in my voice.
"No....I actually enjoyed it.....that's the problem." He said sadly.
I put tossed the shirt on the bed.
"No Connor, that isn't a problem...." i said
"I'm a machine, i was not designed to feel emotions." He said disturbed.
"Maybe your a deviant.....they're not so bad.....they just have feelings like me." I said this in an attempt to make him feel safe.
"I was programmed to destroy deviants!" He suddenly became aggressive. He walked away towards my living room. He had no shirt on and he had dropped the towel on the floor.
This was it. He was never going to do this again. I fucked up.
"Connor, you can't go out like that. You can stay here for the nigh-" he cut me off mid sentence.
"But if i stay here any longer I might do things. Things that I wasn't programmed for." He said anxiously.
I approached him slowly. He sat down on my couch, rubbing his face.
I sat down next to him.
"Look I'm just going to be honest with you......I've always wanted you." I said boldly.
"Want me? Want me how?" He asked.
"Want you.....sexually." I said.
He blushed once again. His fans turning on trying to cool his body temperature down.
"But if you don't want me like that, then I completely understand. I'll leave you alone." I said sincerely.
"No........I'm just afraid of.......of feeling. I panicked and ruined our moment. I apologize." He said
"It's okay......our moment doesn't have to over just yet......" I nervously said
"I.......i want you....." he said suddenly.
"Then have me." I said seductively.
