Please Remember Me

So this is a little drabble thing that i wrote after i got home from my friends funeral. I was really depressed and wanted to write and this is what happened. 

Press play on the video to the side ----> when the it says and listen to the song and read the lyrics if you want the full effect. 

I'm sorry if it's terrible.

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Louis found it the day after Harry’s funeral. A CD in a little jewel case. It has his name written on it and a note stuck to the back.

 Louis, my love,

I’ve made you this to say goodbye. I don’t know when you’ll find it or even if you’ll find it. I hope you never need to find it, because if you do it means I’m gone. I don’t want to leave you. But in case I do I made you this. I just wanted you to remember how much I love you. And I do love you. More than I love life itself. I love you so much.

-Harry

Louis stares at the note in shock. He never in a million year expected to find something like this. But really, it was so like Harry to find a way to tell Louis that he loves him even after he’s dead. Louis laughs sadly with no humor and slides the disc in to his computer. He clicks on the icon that pops up and presses play. He’s met with the up-close image of a shirt, one of his shirts, and the sweet sound of Harry’s voice.

“Is this thing on? Dammit, not again. Okay, no, wait. It’s working. Excellent.” 

Harry moves backwards and Louis sees that he’s in their room sitting, on the bed that Louis is sprawled out on now. Just the thought of Harry being alive in this room puts him on the verge of tears. But seeing Harry again alive, not just alive but healthy, and wearing Louis’ clothes makes tears course down his cheeks.

“Okay so hi. I’m making this for you Lou, because today I went back to the doctor. You know that now, I guess. Well you know everything that I’m about to tell you. Which is strange, this whole thing is strange. But I’m going to tell you what happened today anyway. Okay so I’m going to start over. Today I went back to the doctor, for the headaches. You didn’t know that I was going. And well they told me that I have cancer. Bad cancer. The kind that kills Lou and I-"

Harry breaks off, looking like he wants to cry. He wipes his eyes and takes a few shaky breaths. Louis cries even harder, but makes an effort to be quiet. He doesn’t want to miss a single precious word.

“I’m so scared Louis. Right now you’re out with Zayn buying something or another. And when you get home I have to tell you I have cancer. How am I supposed to do that? How do I tell the love of my life that I have six months to live?"

Harry smiles, looking suddenly more encouraged. He continues:

"But I’m going to fight it. I am. For us. And if I win you won’t ever see this in the first place. But if the worst does happen, I couldn’t go not letting you know how much I loved you. And I wanted to do it now, while I’m still healthy. While I’m still me, I guess. So I decided that I would sing you a song."

Louis pauses the video. Oh god. He is going to hear Harry sing again. He sobs even harder. He feels like his heart has ripped itself out of his chest and followed to wherever this perfect boy has gone. He's so empty with out Harry. He calms himself down enough to press play.

“I couldn’t really decide what to sing at first” Harry muses “But ironically one of the fans asked me to do a cover of the song, and I really like it. After I’m gone I want you to move on Lou. You’re so happy and full of life. You make other people happy and make them laugh. You just have this infectious personality Boo. One of the many things I love about you” He grinned at the camera “and I refuse to be the reason that personality dies. Please be happy, Louis. Please. I want you to. But I don’t want to be forgotten. No one does I guess. So, be happy just….don’t forget me.”