Stripped Of Her Innocence: The Beauty Within

Dear diary,

I' ve decided to write this as a diary. To tell you my life as it happen. My name is Ellie, when I was nine years old my dad raped me. He grabbed my hair and put his big hand on my mouth to shh me. My crys got louder but no one came for me. When he was done there was blood coming for inside me I stood there for hours in pain. My brother was 16 his name is Angel. He saw laying on the floor with blood spilling from below my waist . Rage filled his eyes as I told him it was dad. My own dad stripped me from my innocence. He took all I had and replaced it with hatred for men. The only person I let in after that was my brother. He beat the crap out of my dad after that, he called the cops. My dad got life in prision with no chance of bail. Right now i'm 18 I relive that day everyday of my life I don't know what to do. My mom is now an alcholic and a druggy she blames everything on me. After my dads trial everything fell apart we bearly at anything at all and almost failed to pay bills on time. This was the beginning of my pain