Stripped Of Her Innocence: The Beauty Within

chapter 1: picture of angel

"ellie!" my brother yells from outside my door.

"what!" I yell back tired as heck.

"your going to be late for school" he said stepping inside my room.

"Why can't I just drop out already?" I ask sitting up on my bed with my mess of a hair in a bun.

"cuz the probation officer told me that you can't" he said taming my hair.

"i told her skinny seld I ain't steal nada" I said.

"ugh I know and I believe you but you have to go don't give up i'm proud of you little sis" he said getting off my bed.

When I get off of the bed I see my brunette hair looks a little better compared to other days. I am hispanic and white I have sky blue eyes sky skin is tan. I dont look anything like my brother who has .my moms green eyes and brown hair.

I settle for a pink skirt, pink cardigan and a spagetti strap shirt. I put my black converses on and go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and decided my hair is perfect how it is.

When i get down stairs Naomie is waiting for me. She has been my friend since forever she stood by when my dad raped me. Her hair is blond and her eyes are blue, she is the most beautiful girl anyone will ever know.

"ready for skool?" She asked noticing my daze.

"yeah" I say snapping out of my trance. I hop in her 2012 ford challenger x3.

"so your ready of skool girly" she asked me.

" I don't know what to the heck to feel maybe i'm a little nervous" I say staring outside as we reverse out of my house.

"oh, by the way your brother looks fine today" she say smiling at me.

"okay?" I ask like really do I care?

"i'm just sayn you ain't got to get your panties in a bunch" she say pushing me.

When we get to school she come and squeezes my hand. We walk into the gym and see a whole bunch of people I've never seen before. In the crowd I see melissa my "friend". She is always painting her hair this week its red which looks beautiful on her besides the fact that she has hazel eyes. I dont care though shes always pretty.

"hey ho" she came up to me.

"sup" I say to her.

"did you get your senior schedule yet?" She ask holding hers up to me.

"no not yet hold on" I say walking up to the desk to get my schedule.

"rivera" I say to the lady with the papers in her hand.

"first name?" She asked.looking up at me from her glasses.

"ellie" I say.

"here you go" she said handing me my schedule. "have a nice day."

"you too" I said waving her off.

"what did you get?" Said Melissa and Naomie in unison.

"jinks!" Yelled Naomie.

"first period Calculas Mrs. jackson"

"got that" said Melissa.

"second period U.s history Mr. turner"

"Don't got that" said Melissa.

"got it!" Yelled Naomie.

"third period English 4 Mrs. lowe"

"your on your own for that one" said Naomie folding her arms.

"yup sorry babes" said Melissa.

"fourth period French Mr. copper"

"yay! I got it" Naomie yelled.

"yay! Me too" Melissa yelled too.

" chill ya humiliating me mann" I say whispering. Rolling my eyes as I keep going.

"free period! Ugh home!" I say.

"no more periods?" Naomie asked.

"As you can see" I say pointing to to my schedule. I was happy!

All of my classes passed by in a blur dumb introductions.

In french class I sit with Melissa and Naomie. As the teacher walk in I was lost for words he was hot. He looked about 5'6, his hair was dirty blond and slick back, he had perfect white teeth, his muscles clearly showed through his shirt.

"Bonjour class" he said with his perfect accent.

"bonjour" everyone yelled back when I was snapped out of my daydream. Naomie pulled my hair. "what was that about mimi" I say rubbing my hair.

"your drooling, and I don't see you drooling over me like that and i'm your bf" she said. I can hear her jelousy it clearly states.

She told me she liked me when we became friends, she told me she is in love with me.

One day she kissed me. I can't help but say I liked it. We are like this undiscovered couple type crap.

"i'm sorry love" I say looking at her to show her I mean it.

"what are you doing after this?" She whispered in my ear I can feel her breath on my neck.

"i'm going home" I say back smiling as the class give its introduction. When it came to my turn I got up and told everyone my name is ellie rivera and that my hobby is to hang out with friends and have a good time, when the bell rings. Me and Naomie head to my house.

When we get there neither my mom or Angel is home. Where might they be? I don't know and I dont care.

I go upstairs with Naomie, when she kisses me. She kisses me so passionately as we lay on my bed.

She licks my bottom lip begging for an entrance I let her in. she slides her tongue inside my mouth as my tongue plays with hers. I smile because I've never felt whole. i don't know why i like it the way i do. I have to stop but i can't she got me hooked. I pant I don't know how to breath. she is my best friend and she got me addicted like a drug. I pull away.

"we need to stop"i say looking in her eyes.

"why?"she asked concern in her eyes.

"i got to go to work" i say. looking down at my hands.

"come on Ellie you still work at that dump of a strip club" she said.

"yes Naomie" i say getting up.

"what time do you go in" she asked laying on her stomach. I've always wanted to touch her but i'm no guy, i'm not trying to get caught. i know i'm bi but i don't want Angel to know, neither mom. it's bad enough she is a biotch to me.

"at 6oclock" i say.

"it's 1 girl plz let me in already" she said licking her lips. "plz bae" she said pouting now.

I lay next to her and take off my cardigan and converses.

"no" i whisper in he ear. "next time"

"awh why next time we're never alone" she said.

"good" i say. laughing she wants me but i'm not ready i am still young.

i slowly drift to sleep with her on my side.