Hanahaki disease~Yoonkook~Sugakookie~

~Chapter 5~(no tittle)

"Who is it? " Jin asked in a stern demanding voice.

That was the first thing he heard from the boys. Well not really.. .. But the words he heard were fake, the younger boy that was with him tought he was at the verge of Dieing.

"Ill only tell to Jin.. . ." He replied voice barely above a whisper.

" You heard him! Shoo! " Jin pushed the boys out. "So... . Who is it?" He repeated his question.

"Jungkook.." The raper said so quietly that it could be barely heard but of course Jin heard.

"THE MA-" Jin was cut off by Yoongis hand on his mouth.

"SHhhh they're right behind the door! " He whisper yelled.

"But why him? Hes with someone already! " Jin asked a bit mad at him.

"I felt like that before they were a thing.. . . Do you know why I'm always so tired? Every night I wake up to cough out blood and petals hiding my feelings to make him have a better life. I don't want him to be awkward around me. He prefers his boyfriend so he definitely is better than me.. . . All the things I do are worse than his lovers! I stay loyal to my feelings and I won't betray them anytime soon! EVEN IF IT MEANS I WILL DIE! I LOVE HIM AND YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT! AND I KNOW SOMETHING NOBODY KNOWS BUT THE TWO WHO DO IT! I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYONE SO I KEEP QUIET! DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO KEEP EVERYTHING INSIDE! TO ACT LIKE A COLD HEARTED PERSON BUT ACTUALLY HOPE SOMEONE SEES THOUGHT THAT BLANK FACE MASK! BUT THAT HOPE DIED IN, ME SO LONG AGO! NOW THAT MASK GREW ON ME! I ONLY FEEL THINGS TOWARDS HIM AND ONLY HIM! I WANT TO FEEL THATS WHY I DON'T WANT THE SURGERY! THE PAIN, THE LUST, THE LOVE, THE HAPPINESS, THE JEALOUSY, THE SADNESS AND ANGER BRING ME BACK TO LIFE! IT JUST ISN'T FAIR HOW I GET MISUNDERSTOOD WHILE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD LIFE HYUNG! -" He started tearing up " AND I DON'T! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT IS TO BE IN MY SHOES! TO FEEL THE CONSTANT LONELINESS AND HAVE THOSE HORRIFYING THOUGHTS! " Yoongi shouted tears streaming down his face harshly. "G-get out" He commanded.

"F-fine... Drama queen" Jin hesitantly said 'drama queen'. And those two words made the little meow meows tears become harsher.

The older opened the door walking out of the room.

The 5 boys who were waiting hear  everything apart who Yoongi loved.

"Jin?!  How could you!! I saw things he did wich made me mad for not stopping him! He god dam cut! " Hobi yelled in disappointment.

Jungkook watched that scene with wide eyes. 'Wth?! ' was the only tought in his head. You see, the younger took a nap and woke up due to Sugas yelling. Wich kinda sadenend him, his hyung was suffering and he didn't even notice it.

Jungkook didn't care about the yells for him to stay in his place, he simply opened the door and trapped Yoongi in a warm hug. They stayed like that for a few minutes until the door opened. The two looked at it to see the band members looking at them with sad smiles.

"Jungkook we are going to the dorms. You need to come. " Jimins said holding out a hand for his boyfriend to grab.

"What about Suga hyung? " He asked refusing to take the hand offered to him.

"He... Needs to stay here about a week.. . . " Jimin said before sighning and continueing "the doctors just won't let him leave this soon, they said he needs check ups after all this happened to see how much he has time. "

"What, do you mean? Suga hyung isn't dying right?! " The younger raised his voice in worry.

"H-he is.. . . "

"What why?!"

"Because he loves someone that already is in love. " At that statement the younger looked at Suga.

He saw a sad smile, tears streaming down his cheeks and he received a nod. It felt like his world crumbled down into little pieces. He was loosing someone he really cared about. For Jungkook Suga wasn't just a someone you care about. For him he was a treasure, nothing could compare to him. The younger tought of Yoongi as a Genius, someone he could follow and deeply trust, but now.. . . He will lose him..jungkook couldn't imagine a world without his hyung. Who is going to help him trough hard times as good as Suga? Who will take care of him like Suga? Who will let him be himself near them like Suga? Who? No one. Sure he has Jimin but he didn't compare. Jungkook was deeply mad at himself and wanted to break every bone in the body of the person that caused this. He wanted to make that persons life a living hell.

Little did he know it was himself. Causing all this damage to Suga. It was him making the rapper suffer a lot. It was all HIM. If he knew what Jin knew. If only he could understand that he could help him. Just by loving him. But life isn't always colorfull. He can't make himself love. He can't. That would be too easy.

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Woah what's happening?!  Two chapters in one day?!  Wow!!

Well that's because tomorrow I won't even start to write chapter 6 because of my studies. Really I hate it but I need to study for an 'exam' or smth. Welp bye! Hope you enjoyed this chapter!